- Everything Happens For, At Least, A Reason -

Ya Allah~

2010-12-27T19:42:00.000+08:00

... Bukakan lah pintu rezeki utk ku.. (-_-) Hamba mohon, ya Allah...

Hidup ku mmg penuh dugaan.. penuh liku.. I know I have to be patient. Sabar.. Sabar.. Sabar.. Usaha gigih sudah ada, doa dan tawakkal saja lagi.

Payah jua ah. Jujur becakap bnr, salah.. Nda kan becakap bnr, salah tia jua. Tapi.... nda apa, ingat kan saja.. Mesti ada hikmah d sebalik sesuatu kejadian. Mungkin jua mengajar aku utk lebih bersabar dan tabah menempuh semuanya.

Ya Allah... cekal kan hati ku........ ='(

tick tock~

2010-12-24T21:55:00.000+08:00

Somehow I just hv this feeling of blogging again tonight. Hmm..

Updating things out, I'm still working there. Yes! In that school.. Still praying and keep on praying that permanent job will be just at the corner! (-_-) N my holiday is also coming to its end. Monday is the day when we are asked to report back to work! With all the scheme of works, IAR.. ouh~ welcome back! =P Class ku yg basar atu lg alum beusai. Wat to put on the wall??

2011!! In about a week time! Lots to come in 2011 =D =D Sister is about to deliver her baby girl, probably in January. Yippee yay!! By then, 2 nephews and 2 nieces! hehe Adee's birthday will be on 26th January. Lots to think, lots to plan. Yg penting, I wanna make a big surprise for him. Hopefully it will work smoothly as I planned. I know it's still early, but.. I'm excited much! =D so we will have a lot of birthday celebrations for the first 5 months of the year. January (new born baby girl & Adee); February (Alysya); March (lil' bro and 1st nephew); April (Sister); May (Abah, big bro and sister in law) WOW!! and and... time flies so fast that this coming 3rd January 2011 will mark our 1st year of engagement! Double WOW! *for me* =P

Browsing thru the FB is what I do everyday, except when I'm away. Seriously, EVERYDAY! and what makes it worst, I feel like I'm addicted to online shopping! gosh! Tapi nda plg kritikal sgt, syukur~ syukur~ Sebab? Takut Adee riuh.. hehe Really kacut parut ku tu.. I need to control it by now, krg sampai ke tua kan membali saja. Kan??

My girlfriends and I just realised that end of this year up to early next yr, byk our colleagues kan kawin. Nda kawin, betunang. Mcm... bhayas bnr jua ah. It's like a wedding or engagement festival. HEBAT! Aku mau kawin jua eh.. haha siapa jua nda mau kan =P This has been an issue to me and one of my cuzzies. Nda apa, sabar~ sabar~ our time will come sooner or later, right Cuz?? =) lyk what she said "mari meng-grand kan diri" hahaha! grand~ grand~ InsyaAllah, Amin~

Syukran Ya Allah~

2010-10-13T19:13:00.002+08:00

Alhamdulillah, finally I am officially a degree holder! Syukur~ Syukur~ And what made it awesome, I graduated with the best friend.. we studied together since 1998! Masuk MD pun sama.. Masuk UBD pun sama.. Tersekat satu course pun sama tia jua! And wat a miracle, duduk time convo pun besbalahan! hahahhah bnrrrrr taaah~ Jgn saja krg tmpat kraja pun sama satu jabatan! =P Mun atu bnr... Spislis ku tuuuu~

Maiiyaahhii~ Maiiiyaahuuuuu~ Maiiyahaaaa~ Maiiiyahahaaaa~~

I'm lovin' it!! =D

Today is 1310! And thus, it's officially our 5th year of being together..Me and Adee =) Terima Kasih Ya Allah~ I knew him when I was in Form 4, 2001, with an on-off friendship and finally got to be together in 2005, with the help of the bestfriend. I know, ditakdirkan jua.. =) Kita hanya mampu berusaha. Dan ternyata, usaha c kawan atu berjaya.. Usaha ku langsung nda kana ambil endah.. chehhhh~ hhehe 4 yrs+ being in a relationship, skali lagi ku bersyukur, telah selamat bertunang di bulan Januari, 2010. Next mission? Kawwweeeeeennnn~~ hahah.. wallahua'lam, insyaAllah kalau ada rezeki.. Ammin~

Quoting wat my aunt said to me tadi.. "5 taun bersama, sesuai sudah utk bersatu.." =) InsyaAllah~

Back in 2005. First date kali aaaa~ Yatah yg menaikkan perasaan cinta lg nie~ hahah FASS nyte, sungguh berjasa~

SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDILFITRI~

2010-09-15T23:49:00.002+08:00

SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDILFITRI MAAF ZAHIR BATIN

dari kami sekeluarga =)

*missing in the photos, my sister and her husband with their kids*

Shocked!!

2010-09-15T23:37:00.001+08:00

After how many years, after how many hari rayas, he came back!!!!! =O

Tonight, 7pm... Checked the hp as it was left downstairs.. On the screen .... 223****. "Eh, siapa nie ah?? biar ya eh. Kalau penting, ada ya menelipun lg tu krg"

8pm... While otw to the cousin's house, checked the hp again.. 223****. "Eh, lagi?? Siapakan nie...?? Abang kali. Cud be nipun dari skulah lapas dari istana pasal hp nya tgl dlm beg ku ani. Alah... marah jua ya krg ne, 2 kali ia menelipun, nda beangkat saja" *dubdabdubdab*

9pm... At cousin's house... beuri saja ku plg balik2 mencek hp. Finally, on the screen, 223**** calling! "Nah.. baik tah angkat!" After hearing the voice, *dubdabdubdab* I thought it was Abang, saja kan blakun, menyamar jadi urg lain. Rupanya mmg bukan ia!! It was someone from my past!! Hooomaaaaiii!!

Nda plg tantu rasa ku. Slahau! The conversation didn't last long, but 1 thing in my mind..... Apa anginnya menelipun nie?? And another shocking one "Ur no. bedelete plg udah, tapi ingat jua masih.. be save dlm utak ah" Like... whhhhaaaattttt??? Brapa taun udah kan tuu?? 5 years?? And within that 5 years, LANGSUNG NIL! nada becontact... up to now, aku masih tertanya2! And he's married already! Apakan ah dlm utaknya... ish~ Now baik jua Abang ada online, dpt jua ku share isi hati ku ini.. tapi apa lg, dtg tah kemarahan + kerisauannya tu..Tunang mana jua inda rasa cmatu kan? huhu~ Nasib~ Nasib~ Dugaan!

But one thing that I'm glad of.. Tuhan telah memberikan kami kesempatan utk bermaaf-maafan di Hari Raya taun ane. Alhamdulillah~~

Gredueysen..

2010-09-09T01:54:00.000+08:00

We are pleased to inform you that the Convo date has been confirmed. It will be held on the 30th September 2010, Thursday.
-Rehearsals will be held on the 23 (7.45 am - 12.15 pm), 25 and 27 (7.45-12.15 pm & 1.30-4.30 pm) September.

-Convo Tickets will be issued on the 20th September.Those requesting for extra tickets, kindly write to the Secretariats. More details will follow.

UBD info~ (aku copy paste jer).. utk reference ku saja nie.. hehe kes mls kan menulis, type sini saja..nda ingat, check blog!

Updates...

2010-09-09T01:43:00.000+08:00

Ramadhan is coming to its end, and Hari Raya is just around the corner.. and only NOW I have the time and mood to write something in here??

Lots and lots of things had happened since the last post. 24th July.. my 24th birthday?? Was awesome!! Celebrated it with ALL the family members. COMPLETE! Just realised something.. Adee turned 26 on the 26th January.. I turned 24 on the 24th July.. hehe NICE!

Graduation day is coming.. ISKINESS strikes! But at certain times.. down ada jua, esp when most of the relatives were asking.. "nda ko menyambung ngambil Masters?" aiyyoooo~ ntah, nda ku tau bila kan terbuka hatiku kan mengambil Ma. I know the parents are looking fwd to it but..... nda mau paksa2 eh. hehe InsyaAllah aaa~ Leave it aside for a moment yeah?? =D After all, mcm nda caya jua ku abis udah ah, tho terlambat lah ckit. But still......... at least, I'm leaving the Uni life and get the degree with self-satisfaction (a bit). After getting an immediate F for one of the courses, struggling much and get a B, really made me smile widely!! Skadar biar tia skadar, janji aku happy.. hahah =P And.. and.... my parents will get the chance to attend one of their children's graduation day, for the first time! As the sister's and the brother's graduation day was held abroad, so liat sijil lah saja..

Talking about Ramadhan, talking about sungkai out... 4 times only within the whole month! Once with the family (Atrium), once with the besties (Thai Fd Rest.), once with the cousins (Sofa d Cineplex, moved on to the Fd Court) and once with the fiance (Villa Mauri)! COMPLETE!! hehe Fair and Square! But I missed the one with UBD buddies! My bad~ Eh ada lg satu...... Sungkai with the cuzzies d ujung Brunei, dlm bas mcm urg pelarian! hahahha That was when we went to Miri, n nda sampat masuk Brunei, singan pos kawalan Sg Tujuh nganya.. Nah! Rasakan! Sungkai dlm bas yg penuh dgn rangit! That was GREAT! =P

Everything seemed to go wrong...

2010-06-26T23:36:00.002+08:00

Yes.... since y'day! Oh my~ mengapa ya ah?

Y'day or shud I say last night, I didn't really know what was bothering my mind, but... I tend to forget! Pecaya? Aku bali brg d HuaHo, mcm c bnr masuk ke kreta, going straight home. Bila smpai rumah, kan turun dari kreta, I was searching for the things that I bought and I just realised that brg atu tinggal!! And aku masih mcm nda pecaya, so I searched all over the car, mana tau gugur kah apa. Hoomaaaiii~ Bnr2 jua udah aku nda ingat tu?? (-_-)

And today! Urrrgghhh.. Hari yg akan ku kenang seumur hidup! One question! Why is it difficult for people to be polite to the others? Just be polite! If you just found out that other people are making mistakes, can't u just take a small room and discuss POLITELY?? Instead of just nagging this and that without giving any chance for the other person to explain why so and so? Huh! Ane tarus2 tembak! Mcm urg ani nada perasaan saja. I think that's the reason why people can't stand to stay there for a long period of time. I'm sorry to say, but it really hurts! My reaction wud be different if only we can discuss secara baik2. I admit I might be wrong at certain parts, but I need respect as well. What am I? A dumb?? Honestly saying, aku nda mau menimbulkan perasaan banci to anyone.. but for what had happened today, bnr2 membuatkan aku rasa banci arahnya! Though that's not what I want. Now, I'm still thinking of what decision shud I take. To move on, or to stop? Both have the pros and cons. Ya Allah~ I've tried to entertain myself.. Adee brought me jln and mkn.. Arif is sleeping over here, so dpt jua ku bemain menghiburkan hati while the other two kids went out tadi.. but then.. whenever cerita atu dtg ke utak ku smula, this tears won't stop from falling. ='(

Kreta skidding ; Cyclist lintang pukang

2010-06-19T23:45:00.000+08:00

Tadi ptg, I was about to go to Bismi.. Singgah dulu kan membali minyak d Lambak. Pendekkan ceta, ngam tia masa atu lampu merah.. Mata pun liar meliat ke sana ke mari. Sedang2 luan asyik meliat2, aku tdgr bunyi keta skidding. "Apa lg bunyi atu??" Skali rupanya dpn mata ku, keta Hyundai Coupe warna putih skidding, bepusing2 bh tarus ketanya. Nasib tebranti pasal ada stable d siring atu, and nasib jua nda tenaik k jln sbalah. Mun inda, abis tkana kreta sbalah! Jadi masalah lg tu.. Haish! I think urg atu luan kan menyampati bh, n urg atu luan laju, masuk ke selekoh. In the end, nda tecontrol, jadi roller coaster tarus eh! Masya Allah! Dpt ku bygkan apa rasa urg d kreta jln sbalah atu. Eeeee... aku plg nyilu!

Another incident.. Ada kreta Mitsubishi Galant kan masuk arah satu kawasan d Lambak ani. *mls ku mention d mana, krg kana wanted ku* Aku d blkg tu heran knapa ia ambil side kanan luan2 bh, bila ia kan masuk k simpang sbalah kiri atu. Rupanya that driver was trying to avoid a cyclist yg mmg ada d sbalah kiri atu. Atu yaaaa~ Bila ia masuk, rupanya c cyclist ani jln straight! Lintang pukang tarus bh c cyclist ani mengontrol basikalnya. Nasib dpt! Mun inda... ih, nda ku tbyg apa kan jadi. Kreta blanggar sama cyclist! Driver kreta atu jua ah, cuba tah tunggu tah c cyclist ani menyubarang bh. Ane mau2 tia jua ia dulu yg masuk k simpang atu. Kpisan! Urg ***** th jua bnr! Aku plg emosi ni! Ksian ku mliat c cyclist ah, mcm tbranti ya tarus. Kekajutan kali.

Bula..Bula.. Bula..

2010-06-18T21:11:00.001+08:00

Yes! I know it's World Cup fever, for now. Yet, I'm not into it. I don't know y. Nda ku pndai bh menghayati permainan bulasipak ani.. As a result, masa ani.. whenever Abah tejumpa Adee, nda lain yg kan dorg cakapkan. BULA.. BULA.. BULA.. Haisshh!

Out of nowhere, Adee came up with the idea of watching A-Team this afternoon. So, aku.. ikut jer la~ And somehow, *lambat kan get* he wanted to go home straightaway after the movie. Mcm.. errmmm.... since when? Biasanya, he came up with dinner or round2 kadai.. And what's happening now? So... okay, balik rumah tarus with my mind still asking why why why.. I started to get the answer when Abah was talking to him about the world cup games. Ouhhh.. now I get it! My thought was being convinced when he said to me "Abg mliat bula ah.." owkay! My thought is just right! I asked him.. "So that is the reason y u wanted to go home straightaway after the movie, right?" and the asnwer was.......... "Adalah ckit2 =) " yeah right!! Sabar~ Sabar~ Dugaan hidup!

So here I am... melayan diri d dpn laptop, blogging, while he's joining Abah downstairs watching the game. ho ho ho~~ Ouh, jgn heran. I treat the blog as my diary. So I'll express what I feel, here.. in a polite way.. You think? heheh Pls excuse me~ =)

Chhaaaakk!!

2010-06-18T01:09:00.002+08:00

It's 1am.. and aku LAPAR! kriuk~ kriuk~ hehe yatah tu ah, luan kan bekurung dlm bilik saja. Mun nganya harap sweetcorn bh, brapa lama jua tahannya utk mengenyangkan perut yg luas spacenya ani?? =S nda apa lah, tahan jer laaa~

Hello people! It's been a long tym nda bejangkau blog ani. Hmm~ antah ah. Nada masa kah? Malas kah? Nada idea kah? Kan d katakan aku ani jadi makin pendiam nda jua patut! =/ yer la tuu~ Ngalih bh bnrnya. Berusah sama urg atas2 ane, so nda siuk~ Being modest is the best! Ikut arahan saja, tapi jgn jua luan2 arahan yg nda patut2. Atu nda jua siuk tu ah~

My usual classes yg telah sedia ada, kini telah d upgrade lg. Dari 3 classes, jadi 4 classes. Dari sejam stgh rehat setiap ari, jadi stgh jam saja sehari. =S Tulung tah ku bg extra nyawa! Extra tenaga! Haiisshh.. Byk bh lg buku kn d rait tu~ Atu kan balik k rumah nda lg larat kan mbuat kraja, which in the end tdur kroh kroh kroh mbuat taie mata! hmmm~ Tapi gaji pun UP plg jua~ hehe atu yg siuknya! hahahah kaching! kaching!

Batah eh kn graduate ani.. Gagas ku udah kan kraja govt. Pasal gagas ku udah kan kawin! hahahahah Kidding =P Well, I admit, d rumah ani makin up plg udah cerita pasal kawin2 ani. Tapi apakan daya, rezeki alum ada, jadi tahan2 tah saja dulu kan kawin. Gaji ratusan ani, buleh eh kawin.. tapi tunggu tah dulu jwbnya tu~ InsyaAllah, moga kesampaian, Amin~ =D

Wooppss! Aku berceloteh! hehe Updating news, Kaka is a pregger now! yyyaaahhuuuuu! But.. tunggu tah taun dpn. One sad news, I HAD another nephew last two months, Md Akid Hidayat namanya. Can u get me, knapa aku buat HAD instead of HAVE?? Hmmmm~~ I miss you!

We are the world~~ We are the children~~~ boobaii!

Jgn ambil kesempatan..

2010-03-23T20:17:00.000+08:00

Today ada 1 stury! Before I went to my workplace, pergilah aku mengisi tangki minyak kreta ku yg almost E udah. Tekana lah aku dgn c pengisi lelaki. Kataku 10, pikirnya PANUH. Sampai jua ku tunjukkan kesepuluh jari ku ani dpannya, baru tah tau aku mau SEPULUH. Tym2 nunggu kan panuh, berlakulah satu conversation d antara pembeli dan pengisi yg nda kenal langsung antara satu sama lain

Him: "Sepuluh" kah?

Me: Au. *dlm ati ku... memajal jua ia ani*

Him: ah.. skulah~ d mana?

Me: Ah? eh nda.. kraja

Him: ah.. kraja? d mana?

Me: Au.. sumwer sini lah

Him: Cigu kah?

Me: Hmm.. *angguk2*

Him: eh.. mcm balik2 jua udah ku btanya atu ah

Me: ah? *bangang ku memikir apa yg balik2*

Him: eh.. nda pernah kah ku btanya?

Me: *dgn mua bangang* inda..

Him: ah~ *tapi usul mua mcm nda pcaya*

Masa ani tangki abis udah berisi

Me: Thank you *sambil mbg usin lauk merah*

Him: Okay.. Siapa namanya ah?

Me: aaaa~ *mikirkan jawapan* Ada lah tu.. ookaaaayyy~~

Before I leave, sampat lg ku mliat usul nya. hahah! Tau ko tersenyum simpul pasal nda kana bg info yg d minta!! nah kau!! MORAL OF THE STORY: Tym2 kraja biar bkraja. Jgn ambil kesempatan..

=?

2010-03-23T20:02:00.001+08:00

Last Saturday, I joined my B.Sc. Edu. coursemates BBQ + Steamboat-ing d rumah Liza @Mentiri. It was an awesome moment! Lama udah nda jumpa dorg. Waaa~ masing2 udah bekraja, tgl kami2 lg. Maybe we shud do that twice in a yr! hehe

Sunday, I joined Nisa, Ckin and Nadee for a trip to Miri with cgu2 SMSSA. and...... I met someone of whom was close to me once before. Ouh~ It really WAS a nightmare! But.... Before Sunday, aku ada tejumpa ia twice! Once in Feb and once this month! Was that actually a sign?? hahah antah! Tapi nda apa.. Make dunno jer la. Mcm urg nda kenal, lg pun it's been 6 yrs? 7 yrs? hohoho~ Tym flies so fast! Anyway.. I really had fun. Cuba bygkan, aku ktawa sampai ku menangis bnr2 menangis bh! Mun kana ambil blakun utk scene menangis, laku tu~~ hahah =P yatah ah, ketebalikan, dari kmarin ku moody smpai lah ari ani =S Bureng2 d rumah, last2 kroh kroh kroh d ptg ari. =P Mbawa rasa lah tu kunuuuuunn~

I'm still wondering at the moment. There's a sudden change with one of my students. At first, he was a VERY TALKATIVE student in my class; very un-control-able. Somehow on the last day of school, he said to me.. "Tcr, I promise tcr. Lapas ani aku diam dlm class. I promise" Masa atu in my mind.. "Hmmm~ ye la tu promise!" hehe jahat aku ah =P and I said "Bnr ah? Promise ah?" and he just nod his head. Dtg extra class on Monday, which is y'day.. Mula2 masuk bising plg ya, n I said "Remember ur promise?" n he zipped his mouth. Wah! Aman dunia!! Tadi, he approached me, n besalam b4 ia balik tanpa d panggil n not only once but twice! =???? n he said "Tcr, esuk ada maths kan? Aku diam tu cher. Jantah ingau. Tapi aku diam masa class tcr saja. Class lain inda tia" I asked him for the reason and he said "Pasal tcr class tcr ku kan. Yg lain inda" ih!! heran ku berabis eh!! Esuk ku meliati lg.. Maybe pasal I kept on saying to him "Ur maths improving udah tapi satu saja yg u need to improve.. Tu nah * pointing to the mouth*" hehe tapi kalau bnr ia berubah, ALHAMDULILLAH SYUKUR~ SYUKUR~

Saja saja~

2010-03-20T02:08:00.001+08:00

Hello people!!!! Long time no hear ey?

It's 1.50 am! Mentang2 cuti skulah, beulah tia mata ku ah kan ahir2 tdur! Bijak lah you~ Well, nda apa. Yatah masa nya nie kan ahir2 tdur, and the last day wud be on Sunday as Monday, we'll be back to work. Much less workload of course, yet, still teaching! Tapi kan, tadi when I was marking the books, mengantuk ya mata ah.. *sigh* Some more works are still pending, for which I need to finish by Sunday! =S Alum puas cuti eh~

Talking about work.. the workplace was hectic few days before.. VERY!! but alhamdulillah, it's getting more peaceful now. Mudahan saja bertahan keamanan itu. Amin~ My supervisor balik2 udah betanya.. "Miza, sudah ko antar borang relief?" hehe Alum bah cher~ mls kan ke JSS ah.. hmmm~ I'll try on Monday. Mcm menghalau tia plg bunyinya ah.. hehe tapi nada lah. We really care for each other.. kan cher?? =P Care utk mendpt kraja govt. one by one. Seriously, I really feel that they are the 2nd family besides my own family and bestfriend.. Stress stress, tehibur jua dgn gelak tawa.. eseeeehh~

I sooo can't wait for Friday to come. Gagas bukan apa, kan main bouncer! hehe Ariez will be celebrating his belated b'day on Friday. We booked for the bouncer td ptg, 25 ft by 40 ft. The highest that we cud get. The higher, the better. =D Tq fiance! =D But when Sunday comes, I wud like to freeze it, buleh?? =P

From now on, I've got a new so-called routine. I'll spend my Sunday afternoon at Muara =P Al-maklum saja.. aku ani batah kan biasa sama urg. So I think I better start now, starting to get closer to mother-in-law to be. Hahah You're right!!

Ouh, btw.. tadi masa mendgni Adee bali brg, we went singgah masuk kadai kain..cuci mata~ there came the salesman.. "You ada campur2 Pakistan ka apa ka?" eeeeehhh~ pikir campur2 apa.. I said "Mana ada.. PURE Mlayu kali aa". Memajal tia jua c Salesman ah.. "Ehhh~ mana ada pure mlayu. Kalau pure mlayu, kenapa itu *tunjuknya idungnya* tinggi?" Asteeee~ balik2 ku emphasize pure, memajal ya jua.. Skali Adee nyampuk "Knapa boss? Mcm campuran apa? Arab?" Apanya? "Tidak juga.. Mcm India, mcm Pakistan juga".. Diam tah ku saja.. D lawan, nda jua mau kalah. ho ho ho~ Wat a day!!

Ho Ho Hoo~

2010-01-27T18:35:00.000+08:00

Pheeewww!! Finally, updated!!

Headache ku nie headache masa ani! dari tghari udah, lapas dari ngajar Y4 tu.. aiiiyooo! Suara ku ani alum jua baik bnr, udah tia kan teriak2.. =S I'm very glad that this Y4 is going to be separated into 2 classes! Glad! Glad! Glad! At least, dpt jua focus ngajar. Ane mana tah kan focus.. walaupun basar suara ku ani, tapi sememangnya INDA CUKUP BASAR utk ngajar Y4 atu! coobbbaaaa kauuu bayangkann! eeerrrggghh.. antah! malas ku cakap! ksian ku dorg yg diam2 yg kan mau blajar atu bh.. bisingnyaaaaa bukan maaiiinnnn!!!! Nah! Nah! Inda.. inda ku exaggerate nie! Mmg atu realitynya..aku mengexplain ani mcm..... antah! Mcm mengexplain arah dinding.. Sabar~ Sabar!! Tho' I feel glad, but I feel sorry for other teachers.. makin btambah periods dorg.. =(

Lots of things to share, tapi kalau kan d ceritakan smua... mmg jadi karangan berjela2 pjgnya nie! So... M A L A S!! hahah Summarize!!

Yesterday was Adee's birthday. A year older.. 25 + 1 = 26!! ho ho hooo~ Peibunan cigu2 d skulahnya... it's time to get married! Ouh well~~ mana usin aaa?? He just started the savings.. hehe Aku ani baaahh~ =S InsyaAllah, kalau d izinkan ah? Rezeki turun mencurah2~ Amin~ Amin~ Menunggu pay day ku dulu ne.. baru dpt celebrate besar2an~ *count down* *count down* -_-

Bah ok.. I'm done! Need to prepare 3 levels' homeworks for tomorrow.. 2 stacks of books to be marked.. 1 pile of papers to be commented on.. apa lg?? aaaarrrrggghh~~

-- ^^

2010-01-10T14:54:00.000+08:00

Hehe pjg bibir ku tarus! =P Saja bh.. Ouh, just to share something that I forgot to mention in the previous post. Good news, anyway! My batch, who've been 'prisoned' in UBD for another semester has been given the good news now! We'll be 'released' this year!!! Yeaaaaayyy!! Alhamdulillah~ ^__^ Nda sia2 usaha tane, kamu!! weeeeeee~~!! It's time for us to feel how our colleagues felt last yr, yea?? N after all, yes, Alhamdulillah, I'm satisfied with my result =D Semangat kan betunang atu kali yg mbagi aku lebih berkobar2 haha overrr much!!

There has been an issue that came up, yesterday afternoon -_- yatah ah, pyh bh.. I'm who I am. It's very hard for me to keep this mouth shut.. or at least, reduce the way I make jokes with ppl. hmmmmhh~ Some ppl tend to take it seriously when I actually didn't mean it.. Kasar kali bh ah cara ku ah?? Antah! huhu

He knew how to 'pujuk' me.. By dedicating me a song, that he likes with the lyrics that's just sooo right to be dedicated to his someone special! cheh! Thanx, anyway~ ^_^ Now that he knows my weakness! wuuuuu~~ =P

"Jangan pernah berubah kerana dirimu akan ku cintai dulu, kini dan selamanya"

woooootttt wooootttt!! ^____________________^

Life as his fiance~

2010-01-08T23:14:00.002+08:00

I've been leaving the blog for quite a while.. hmm~ lyf is just sooooooo busy! =S work and the preparation for the past event =)

2010 so far has been wonderful! Rezeki mencurah2, Alhamdulillah. Berita gembira sentiasa mendatangi, Alhamdulillah. Nganya stress sikit. hehe Aku masih dlm proses membiasakan diri dgn hidup bekeraja d waktu pg smpai k ptg! Uwaaa~ Well, the colleagues are all thumbs-up! Alhamdulillah.. kraja nya nganya, bukan2!! *sigh* sabar~ wasbir~ wasbir~

Just to share something, 3rd January is now included in one of the dates in my diary! Status has been upgraded. Alhamdulillah, all went well, except for some minor things. =) Nganya, sejak hari atu jua, we're all busy. While I'm still struggling to adapt to the new working life, my bad, I've not been able to spend the time with him lyk usual. I cudn't cook for his lunch since then up to now. =S Ilang skill ku tarus! hahahahha I admit, I miss my relaxing time!! huh~ Tho' I feel just like usual, but..... ntah, there's something new that I feel being someone's fiance =D

He came after all the family members went home.. bijak bijak! =D

Exactly one year~

2009-12-15T23:45:00.000+08:00

I just realised that one year had gone.. and it's officially one year that my late Uncu been leaving us ='( Seriously nda terasa! I still cud remember when we, my cuzzies and I, visited him at d hospital! And he was lying on the bed, but still cud talk to us! And the night when Abah, Babu and I visited him in the other ward.. with all those wat-I-call hoses.. Ouh! It was after the operation! uwaaaaa~!!

Ya Allah, Kau cucuri lah rahmat ke atas roh Uncu ku.. Semoga d masukkan ke dalam golongan org2 yg beriman.. Amin~ Al-Fatihah...............

Random much!

2009-12-15T23:38:00.000+08:00

A lot of things had happened recently.. Those which cud make me feel happy AND those which cud make me feel sad.. apa pun, ku tempuhi and treat them as rezeki and dugaan hidup~

Ouh~ worksheet progress, I'm done with Yr 5, and 0.05% of Yr 6 is still pending.. Sikiiiiiitt saja lg. Today I haven't touched them, tomorrow maybe =) Woopss! Not maybe, it's a MUST!! Mun kana tipun suruh antar, abis nie!!

Really, when it comes to us, looking for something that we really want, nda tia ada. Krg bila nda d gunaie, ada tu ya bejurit sana sini. That's the case that I faced tonyte! Babu asked me to buy simple2 things that might be needed when the coming-up-event comes. Skali, blank tia ku. Mcm.... "Di mana ada bnr ah~" Punya lah pyh ku mengunjar! Brapa buah kadai ku aga, turun naik kreta. Udahnyaaaa~ the last stop yg ku tpikir atu jua yg ada. *sigh* dugaan~ dugaan~ nda apa, baik ada drp langsung nada! =)

Smakin ari, smakin nervous ku memikirkan pasal exam result ku! =S knapa yaaaa?? Ada jua hati ku kan email lecturer ku yg tersyg atu.. hahah =P ntah ih! Terus berdoa dan bertawakkal~ -_-

Wondering~

2009-12-11T23:14:00.000+08:00

I just arrived home about half an hour ago from my cuzzy's place for BBQ. Well, not bad I can say =) tapi... nda akan ku lupa ni mlm ani.. I saw someone whom I really wanted to see BEFORE, but not at present. I mean, not that I don't want to, tapi nda ku ingau lg laa.. skalinya~~ *sigh* I guess I know why Adee didn't have the feeling to come along, altho being invited......

Yesterday, I went out with the cuzzies. Went to watch New Moon, then cruising saja2 buang minyak (=P) and off to dinner. Rezeki begulik2~ hehe and while jln2, I AGAIN saw someone whom I really wanted to see BEFORE, but not at present. Tkajut ku brabis!! I don't know if he saw me or not.. but I bet, even if he saw me, he wudn't recognise me =) It's been.... *counting* 7 yrs or so.. huhu plus, with me not wearing the specs, laaaagiii laa ia nda kenal.

And now I'm wondering.. apa kes aku kana jumpakan dgn urg2 yg ku nda expect kan tejumpa ani? Well, yes.. I admit aku PERNAH slalu imagine yg aku akan tejumpa dgn dorg2 ani.. tapi atu DULU~ =S Bila udah ku nda ingau lg ani tah, dorg ani d munculkan dpn mata ku sndiri! One after the other lg! Right now, I just wanna see this one person.. yg sorg ani nda akan pernah putus harapan ku utk bjumpa.. =( I wud treat it as rezeki kalau ku tjumpa ia ani.. huhu

Iski! Iski!

2009-12-06T21:30:00.000+08:00

Tomorrow is Babu's 53rd B'day! And so us, the siblings, are planning for a birthday surprise! Well, yea~ it's our annual family event, tapi ani Babu langsung nda tau! Or.... she might expect it jua kali? Mun udah taun2 celebrate hehe I was discussing things out with my bro thru the FB. Eh~ baru ku pernah tu chat sama abg ku on9! haha Iski ku eh esuk ani! Coz nothing is to be prepared at home, kecuali masak nasi! wohooo~ So Babu might not get suspicious! =D =D =D SURPRISSSSSSEEEEEEE~!!!!

While discussing with the bro, ada tia text "Jgn lupa bawa c Adee, bakal tunangan mu.. hohoho" haha capie! Ada lg tu~ Au, ku angkut nie bakal tunangan ku ani ke sana ke mari lapas ani! Biar kana ucap mcm belangkas jua!! hahaha Well, yes.. I admit, before ani, kalau urg nda bsuara kan nyuruh mbawa, nda ku mbawa.. mesti ada invitation, baru tah. When actually, in their mind is "Eh, paham2 sndiri lah tu ya.. Bawa nya tu" wwoopsss~ U've got the wrong thinking =)

And so.... will update about the event esuk. Heee~ booobaaiii~

BK=??

2009-12-06T21:13:00.001+08:00

Been very busy lately ani.. Busy bukan plg busy apa, busy jadi as-wat-they-call BK. BURUH KASAR! hehe tapi siuk jua~ hoho Btw, last Friday, pacah rekod ku! I went out with "all stranger guys"! I was the only lady who came to the school utk jadi BK! All other 3 were men! Mula2 awkward jua, but then lama2 chill.. Udah atu......... when everything done, ada tia yg bsuara "Eh, awal masih ani sampat nie minum2" and I was...... 0_0 erkkk?? =S dlm utak ku "balik ku eh".. and when I expressed it out, dua2 buat mua biut! One of them was not around at that moment. And one of them said "Eh~ balik tia! Lakas tah minum2 sama kami.. Jgn dulu balik".. Speechless ku tarus! N so.... mau nda mau ikut tah ku jua. Mls ku kan bhujah2, bebantah2, beargue2! Nda ku pernah2 tuuuu bjln sama laki2 smua.. Urg baru ku kenal lg tu.. ngok eh! mengapa ku blank tarus atu kan ah?? Skali ku ceta arah kaka ku..... "Handal ko eh.." haha! yer la tuuuu~ Udah ih! This is ssooooo NOT ME!!! =/

Ouh~ I simply didn't have the time to "re-watch" the video =( Adee is still waiting for me to send him the pixies and the video through the mail, but yet.... again, no time.. no time to ask my bro in law. huhu Sorry Hun~ will try ASAP!

Booklet making is still in progress. Bila kan siap?? Byk ah~ paning ku paning! Well, the gud thing is.. dari bepuluh topics, I'm left with 4 topics which are still pending. Can I say 80% progress?? hehe =D

dubdabdubdab~

2009-12-04T20:50:00.001+08:00

THEY ARE HERE!! FOR THE FIRST TIME... THEY'RE HERE! =/

THEY'RE DOWNSTAIRS.. STILL!!!!

I've watched the video, but I cud hardly hear the conversation.. krg ku liat lg eh.. Thanks to my bro in law! =D

Now.. I'm counting on the time that will allow me to go downstairs and ask my family members what they've discussed... =P n the most important thing is..... the DATE! hehehehe

AKU LAPAR!! =S

L E T I H~

2009-12-03T20:08:00.000+08:00

On a supa tiring day, I feel supa tired! I was at school from morning till the afternoon and I didn't go home. Berusah! But, berusah2 nya pun, SIUK! hehe I heard lots of stories, lots of new information and gets to know the others even more as well.. and ouh, not forgetting, lots of laughter! Adakah patut tym2 mengangkat meja+krusi dari ground floor ke 1st floor pun beibun?? Sikit lg gugur bh meja ah.. Au, mun sampai...... Nauzubillah.. We'll continue doing the chores tomorrow. I know, tomorrow's Fri.. but, MAU KRAJA SIAP AWAL KAH INDA?? =P

Booklet for Yr 6 is almost done! Booklet for Yr 5 lg! =S I'm really hoping that I cud finish it by Saturday! wohooo~ Give me the vey full strength, Ya Allah~ Alum lg papa, panuh tia meja ku ah dgn buku skulah! =/

0_0!! Tomorrow is the day! And the decision will be made tomorrow! For the first time, they are going to meet... WOOOWW!! ...... and talk to each other!! DOUBLE WOOOWW!! traaalaalaalaaaa~~

Bh enuf! Blank tia ku d tgh2 jln ani.... hesh! boowwrriinggg~!!

Instead of counting the days, I'm now counting the hours! tick tock tick tock~

My day at school~

2009-12-01T17:42:00.000+08:00

The very first time I spent almost the whole day at school.. TODAY! It was awesome! Well, at the very beginning, yes, I felt awkward! I know no one closely. I cud recognise some faces, from the first day I stepped my feet to the school during the interview session, but still.. takut! hehe but then.. as time passed by.... slowly, I'm getting used to them. Adalah galat2 ckit, but hey.. I didn't expect them to be that friendly. =D Moreover, they are more or less of the same age as me. Ah~ pokoknya, urg mid 80an lah =) Alhamdulillah~

Morning was the Behaviour Management Workshop held by CfBT. Great! Lots of things discovered. Maklum~ Urg biasa handle kanak2 yg bebasaran udah. But starting from next yr, I'm gonna handle kanak2 kecil~ 2 different situations, 2 different environments, needing 2 different approaches toward the students. So... yeah~ I need to adapt to the new environment. Semoga aku berjaya, Amin~

Afternoon.. planned to have the certificate-giving event, but we don't know somehow it turned out to be cancelled. So we just helped the Principal to clear up the Reading room. Byknya buku!!

Been appointed as the class teacher for the Yr 6 and will be teaching Yr 6 and Yr 5, Mathematics! Wohoo~ I 'own' the class!! Byk udah dlm pikiran ku nie.. hehe but hey..Mengajar class PSR woooo~!! Challenge! Challenge! Time to show the talent!! =P I want their Maths to be A nnti.. Amin~

Ouh~ 3 days in counting!!

Kraja gila!!

2009-11-29T22:01:00.000+08:00

Readers! Look at this! While I was surfing for some photos, I found this! Astaghfirullahal'azim... Ani menghina Islam namanya nie!! This is soooo rude, mahn!! Baju sleeveless lg tu!!!!! Ggggggrrrrrr~!!!!!!!!! Speechles ku tarus eh.. Mau d bunuh ne urg mbuat ah!!

4 days~

2009-11-29T21:28:00.000+08:00

Basically, I'm tired! =S Woke up early in the morning and rushed to the cuzzy's house at Masin. I didn't get the chance to see with my own eyesight urg menyembalih.. huhu but it's ok. 6 ekong krabau jadi korban ari ani. Alhamdulillah~ And I felt happy that I cud help the others altho nda sberapa =) But it was fun working ramai2.. hohoho~

Arrived home at 2.30pm, n off jln with Adee at 3+. Hehe rushing~ rushing~ Didn't even get the chance to rest! Everything that he aimed for, dpt! Mission accomplished! Well done! hehe Tapi aku dlm dilema skrg ini~ I need to finalise my choice by next week to choose either THIS or THAT! If I choose THIS, I can take it anytime..no problema..but if I choose THAT, I need to take it by next week! =S Yg mana satu~~ Idaman kalbu~ susahnyer.. THIS one lawa, THAT one also lawa.. =/

Tomorrow Nisa and I will ikut Adee golf-ing. Nya Adee "Cuba saja ajah, mengambat2".. Nya Nisa "Esuk MESTI ko try main2 jua".. Nya aku "INDA MAU!!" hahahaha =P Esuk baru tau aku ada feel kah inda. Mau jua ku merasa ah apa siuknya urg main golf ani... ho..ho..hoooo~

I have one task to do, given by Abah baru2 ani. "Nah, taip nie.. naik $500".. erkkss~ knapa naik $500, aku pun nda tau.. buat jer laaa~ =)

4 DAYS IN COUNTING~

Selamat Hari Raya Aidiladha~

2009-11-28T23:25:00.002+08:00

ALLAHU AKBAR! ALLAHU AKBAR! ALLAHU AKBAR! WALILLAHILHAMD'

First of all I wud like to greet all Muslims.. SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDILADHA.. Semoga kita akan bertemu hari raya ini lg d tahun akan dtg, Amin~

We've celebrated the hari raya with Tahlil and Bertakbir at my place, for the first time. I cudn't recall how actually we've come up with this idea this yr. And since everything went well, Alhamdulillah, we're planning to celebrate it again next yr, insyaAllah, dan akan berterusan sampai bila2. Amin~ =) Most of my cuzzies dtg, some cudn't, which I'm quite frustrated of.. but it's ok. Yg penting, smua berjalan lancar walaupun....... aku damam ='( Runny nose ey~ N so, was not in the mood to take lots of photos. Aku bh nda sampai begmbar jua.. Alahai~

N today, two of the uncles and cud be Nini, as well, had received the news for what is about to happen next week, InsyaAllah. Semoga smuanya berjalan dgn lancar jua, Amin~ Nnti I cerita~ selagi alum confirm, slagi atu alum ku cerita.. hahah saja bh, skali skala berahsia kaaaaaaann~ =P

Adee and I have planned to go out tomorrow afternoon.. yeay! =D haha as I said in my previous post, the so-called 3 days! n see.. esuk jln juanya hehe Planned to look for the other one thing that we've aimed for, previously. Ouh, in the morning, Abah suruh ikut ke rumah one of the cuzzies utk acara berkorban. As my close cuzzy said.... TURUN PERINTAH! hahaha turun perintah dari Abah =P So need to wake up early in the morning n so... I chow! =D

Tomorrow is Sunday n.... 5 days to go!!

Mixed Feelings~

2009-11-26T23:26:00.001+08:00

I'm planning to clean up the room tonight..bejurit beee~ dari tadi udah, tapi masih jua ku tepacak dpn laptop ani! *sigh* and it's 11pm!! hehe Au, eversince I was preparing myself for the exam, up to now, for which the exam had past for 4 days, bilik ku alum bepanyap! =P mlayan mood mls banaaa~ Plus, I'm not feeling very well at the moment. Mcm kanyat2 rasa kpala ku ani. Kana minta dgni bjln pun, mcm tahan2 larat saja =/

Ouh.. sayu rasa ati ku masa ani. I just heard a news from my parents that d Mekah masa ani ujan. D Arafah pun blackout!! which rarely happens ={ (I don't watch TV and listen to the radio that often) I can't imagine btapa susahnya hati jemaah haji d sana. I can't imagine how they're going to sleep.. how they're going to have their rest and perform the prayer comfortably d Arafah and Mina. Ya Allah, leraikan lah segala kesusahan mereka, berikanlah kemudahan kepada mereka.. Amin~

Btw, happy holiday to all students and esp. teachers. I know everyone is looking fwd to it. Masa utk merilekskan minda. But to those yg begaji hari, kraja ttp kraja, nganya cuti dari mengajar, temasuk tah Adee =P Wat to do.. mau duit nda?? kekeke Well, I also wanna enjoy the holiday tym to the extent of enjoying it berabis2 sebelum I say babai to the free time =/

I'll be missing Adee for this so-called 3 days since I MIGHT not be seeing him. hehe urg cuti~ =P so-called and might.. krg ada tu jua jumpanya, last minute plan! hahah

Saja2 cerita~

2009-11-25T21:33:00.000+08:00

Arif came over to Lambak with the parents last nyt. Aiiihh~ rindu amet ku kan c bolat itu~ hehe Lating lg! =S With the stubborn-ness nya yg eksen2 atu! hehe there was this one moment when I offered him ruti coklat. Awal2 nda mau nyaaaa~ skali udah merasa~~~ tau nyanyat! Alum abis d kunyah, minta lg. Cheh~

Lots of things have been discussed last nyt with the parents n the brother. Huhu~ Bila smuanya akan menjadi nyata, wallahua'lam... =/

I'm getting nervous day by day.. mcm urg kn kawin saja! hehehe Anxious ada jua! Iski ada jua! I simply can't get rid from thinking about this one thing. Occupied brabis utak ku mikirkan.. *sigh* Will reveal about it soon, when the ryt time comes, aite? =D

Curently I'm waiting for Adee to come over and pick his things up.. He's been so busy lately that he really needs the help. I'm willing to help anytime, anyway! =P Siapa nda syg laki ooiiii~ erkkss??? =S kekeke

Amin~ Amin~

2009-11-23T21:32:00.001+08:00

Today is Monday, yesterday was Sunday.. and it was my very critical moment. Praying that it will be my final exam that I wud have in UBD for the degree level. Amin~ =D Confidence! Confidence! Tbayang2 ku udah kan convo. keke =P kan kawin ku! haha random much! Blank rasa ku lapas abis exam ah. Biasanya mengadap file ku nie, skali ani mcm.......... APA KAN KU BUAT AH~~

Oh yes.. I, officially, am starting my count down starting from today.. In 2 weeks tym!! =D This week aku iski kan jumpa cuzens2 ku for the Tahlil and Aidil Adha celebration at my place.. Mari beriuh!! wuhhhooo~ n 1 week after that............................................... something is going on.........

I spent the remaining afternoon of yesterday, after the exam, till the late evening with Adee.. parut kanyang melabui2! haha n the important thing is... we managed to get one of the two things that we've aimed! wuhoooo~!! Alhamdulillah.. One down, another one to go! =D December!! Semoga d murahkan rezeki, Amin~

Wwwwweeeeeee~~~!!!!!

2009-11-20T20:50:00.000+08:00

Been leaving the blog for quite a while.. Bz weeeii~ Exam mood kali a. Smangat ku udah ni kan bjuang! haha Like I've understood everything.... as if~ *rolling eyes* Soon baybeh soooooonn!! LUSA!!!!!

Abis kesibukan exam, kesibukan kan stat kraja akan bermula. Yea, I don't know when I will be called, but isn't it better if I prepare things out earlier than it shud be? Since I already know what to do for next yr.. Krg betimbun tia kraja ku taun dpn, nda tia siuk pasal nda dpt chill! Jgn krg ulah ku mcm kanak2 sudah~ =P And.... I'll then feel how ppl used to feel when they go for work early in the morning and back home in the afternoon 0_0

Shocking news came at a very shocking time and it feels good to be shocked! *apakan* Everything came mcm halilintar! n at a very short time, we were able to view the whole picture! we're one level higher from the ground level and soon to be at the next level =D =D Urg2nya nganya phm nie.. hehe But watever it is, WE'RE HAPPY!! Sorg iski tym2 d kadai, sorg senyum lebar smpai mcm d awang2an, sorg smpai kan call tarus hehe =P thank you kamuuuu for the happiness...but........ I'm still shocked!! =)

I'll be starting my count down right after the exam! =D One in December, and another dayS in January................ tick tock tick tock~

Alhamdulillah.. Terima Kasih Ya Allah.. Kau telah membawakan berita2 gembira buat diriku.. Syukur Alhamdulillah....

Semoga Kau berikan juga berita2 gembira buat mereka yg dekat dgnku.. Amin~

aDeezaH1310~

2009-11-15T00:58:00.000+08:00

Missing him is wat I feel at the moment~ ='(

"Hun...... I love n miss u soo bad :("

I LOVE N MISS U TOO, HUN~

How I wish that you're here with me at this moment....

aDeezaH1310

*jiwang mood*

Keindahan hidupku~

2009-11-14T21:04:00.000+08:00

I'm one step to be called a teacher, AGAIN~ huhu.. I've accepted the school offer, n soon to start the work~ They said I will start the work in January but still depends on their needs.. Okay~ =D Mudahan hati yg keras ani akan jadi lembut. Hehe

I spent the afternoon till the early evening with Adee. Indahnya hidupku~ =P Suka ku suka!! weeee~ Esuk lg, liat wyg! But that's actually to treat Ariez for his best achievement in his class for History and Geography. Talking about those two subs, you know who is going to treat him~ huhu

Ouh..I received quite a shocking news for me, this afternoon, but, still, it can make me smile widely =D =D I shared the news with Adee, and he was also smiling widely~ hahah!! wateva~ =P

Besides those that can make me smile the whole time of the day... one thing that made me frowned a bit.......... the exam is going to be next week!! On THE VERY FIRST DAY!!!! uwaaaaa~~!!!! Sabar~ janji ada usaha, then doa.. baru bertawakkal =) and another one!! CA test paper ku ilang! Who took it??????? gggrrrrr~~!!!!!!!!!!!

Angau~

2009-11-14T00:51:00.000+08:00

Au! Aku angau nie tym ani, angau mcm urg baru kana propose! Baru jatuh cinta! hehehehe =P Adee was soooooo really very the smart tadi! Terserlah kehenseman nya! keke *mbari watir* He cut his hair short, shaved his moustache, wore the short sleeve 'shirt'... ouh~~~~~ 0_0 ok, enough said!! (au, aleng ku.. biar tia ku puji ia) =D

We had dinner tadi with his family, tho not all came. Well, all the siblings came, some in-laws didn't. It was actually to celebrate Adee's mum 70th Birthday.. wooppss! Mama to-be, as Nisa said! kekeke =P HAPPY BIRTHDAY MAMA~~ =P

My Assessment Day was yesterday.. It was nerve wrecking! haha but in the end, I think it was all right. And they called me just now, asking me to show up tomorrow~ InsyaAllah. What is waiting for me tomorrow? I wonder~

And ouh... before we went home, singgah ke Mall. Kunun kan bali ticket utk esuk mlm, 2012. Skalinyaaaaaa~~~ Panuh!! tgl 3 rows dari dapan. Biar memalak biji mata mliat! Since we prefer comfy rather than being so gagas, we chose Sunday. Atu pun 12.30 and 2pm almost full juanya. Aduhaaaaii~! And guess what? ppl rather chose 11.50pm's show tonight..the word "FEW" showed up on the tv screen. Since Adee's bro said, it lasts for almost 3 hrs... God! Pukul brapa tu bisdia balik ah????? =O

Bah~ Adee tdur udah, I pun mau tdur jua~ Maklum... GF mithali~~~ hahahahhaha!! *duh~!!*

My Assessment Day~

2009-11-10T14:49:00.000+08:00

My Cooking assessment moment had just over. Result? A thumbs-up! Weeeehheee~!! Mlayang2 rasaku, melonjak2 hati ku!! hehehhe but yes, a BIG thank you to the best buddy, Nisa for the infos! =D I caaaaayyyaaaang you!! hehehe It was a 100% - success!! Betambah lg 1 menu dlm list masakan ku! And before Adee left for school, another thumbs-up! Thank you for the support Hun!!

Now I need to get some books and prepare myself for another Assessment Day!! Gerun I~ =/ Mudah-mudahan smuanya lancar. Amin Ya Rabbal Alamin~ -_- I can do it!! I can do it!! Will do the very best that I can~ Jgn takut pada challenges, Zah!!

=D =O ~

2009-11-10T00:43:00.002+08:00

Tonight, aku experiment memasak Buttermilk Chix. al-maklum~ BEGINNER!! =D it was 90% success that I still need to modify it supaya lebih ummphh! Esuk ku trial lg. And somehow I find it fun to cook! hehe what a drastic change! Before, aku paaaalliingggg nda brapa kn masak2! Eversince Adee started to have his lunch almost everyday d sini, that was when I hv the motivation utk mula mengenal brg2 dapur! wohooo~

It was not that difficult rupanya.. haha JAKUN!! Rasa kan mencuba, I went to 5 different supermarkets, one after the other just kan mencari DAUNKARI!! Tapi berkat usaha, dan niat suci ku utk memasak *uweekkk!!*, ada jua ahirnya.. Alhamdulillah~ hehehe

And tomorrow will be my so-called Assessment Day!! I'll serve it as the main course for Adee esuk.. *wink* and let's hear what he'll say..

Ouh, tadi tghari, Adee asked me.. "Baik nda Babu ckp apa2 syg stat udah memasak2 ah?" and I simply said NO sebab mmg nada.. Mmg th MASIN alah lauk masin alah jaruk alah sira, tadi ada tia Babu cakap..... "Au eh, biar tia ko blajar masak2 ani.. Mana tau satu ari nnti ko mcm kaka mu, snang. Apa jua nganya c Adee kan ko layan. c Ariez pun tambah sorg jua nganya lg"... terkesima lg tebahangga ku slajur!! "...mcm kaka mu"... as in.... kawin udah!! wohoooo~~ Thank You for the support Babu~ I'm Loving you~ =D =D

Next mission.... Ayam Masak BBQ; Ayam Berlemon; Black Pepper Chix (upon request)

My oh My~

2009-11-09T00:31:00.001+08:00

Before I'm off to sleep, ingin ku mluahkan prasaan ku d sini~ AS USUALLEY~

Esuk test!! wohooo~ Siuk! Siuk! Siuk!..... NOT~ tapi mcm teruja ada jua ku. eseh! I enjoyed revision-ing tho aku grigitan at the same time. There are some parts that aku lambat kn get up to now. =S Pasal lambat get atu tah aku grigitan. Esuk or later ku majal lg!! hehe POLE, ESSENTIAL SINGULARITY, REMOVABLE SINGULARITY.. Differentiate urself please and let me know!! =(

Last nyt was the cuzzies night! Syg nya nda smua ada. Hish! The more the merrier~ Went dinner at Nyonya Serusop, then off to the nephew's school concert, and the last minute plan... liat wyg!! hahaha atu ahiiirr~ tp siuk lah siuk! Ada2 saja tia kan d ktawakan atu.. mcm biasaaa~ hahah!!

Grigitan ku lg kn jejaka ksygan itu~ *bleerrgghhh!!* =P Dari dulu udah kn mau main bula smula n dari dulu atu tah jua ku larang. Queen Control, again? heh~ watever it is. I'm just concern about him. Kaki patah gara2 bula jua. [I know d takdirkan udah, asbab saja tu main bula atu =)] But then, kalau dah sampai mbali stupur baru udah atu, wat I cud do is just...... zip the mouth! =) It's ok~

You don't know~

2009-11-06T01:23:00.000+08:00

Yes! Aku PENCINTA buku Mastika! Seriously~ Aku bali stiap bulan. It's a must buy! Tambah th lg aku tau udah d mana kn mbali yg paaaaling murah! And if ahir mbali pun, laaaaagii murah harganya mcm harga borong. Hehe..

Ah~ I just bought November punya yesterday, n I read this one article which is really menginsafkan! In short, seorang hamba Allah yg dulu suka melakukan dosa2 besar, d turunkan hidayah oleh Allah hanya dgn menemukan ia dgn seorang ustaz. Ia mula bertaubat sejak ustaz tu betanyakan hanya DUA soalan.......

Bila tarikh lahir mu?

Bila tarikh kematian mu?

Yes, all of us know bila tarikh lahir tane for which we, usually, celebrate it.. But how about the 2nd question? Does any one of us know??? Wallahua'lam~

Ya Allah, panjangkan umur ku, kedua ibu bapa ku, keluarga ku, rakan2 ku dan semua Muslimin Muslimat.. Jangan Kau ambil nyawa kami sebelum sempat kami bertaubat... Amin~

When You Love Someone, I'd give My All~

2009-11-06T01:01:00.000+08:00

The sentimental mode is on right now! *sigh* nda saya suka nie~ =( dtg tia rindu kuu~~ uwaaaaa!!!!! Rindu nya bukan2, mcm urg staun nda bjumpa, mbari watir!! Rasa kan ku msg Adee ah, tapi..... bekuruh2 udah tdurnya nie!! hehe

I really love this song due to the lyrics which is barely TRUE!! WHEN YOU LOVE SOMEONE by Bryan Adams. I've added the widget at the top! Hayati lah.. sememangnya bnar! =) and yg mbg ku kerinduan teramat, nie mdgr lagu MY ALL by Mariah Carey ah~ ooouuuh!! sooooo touching!! ='(

And ouh.. congrats to the bestie, NISA, for having what-she-called THE LITTLE PRINCE nephew! Aku iski kn mliaaaattt!! haha cbuk aku ah =P Mana buleh inda, kan?? hehehe Selamat menjaga nanti ah. Ahirnya, penantian kamu kan be anak buah terkabul jua~ Alhamdulillah. Dulur tia mbalikan mainan nanti ah? =P

Adee's work is almost done!! banyak rupanya kraja as a marker for internal exam ani ah! trasa jua sangal ah, tapi aku suka! hehe nada2 banaarr~ calculation~ wowwww!! n he said, nnti mesti bali meja basar nie! *if you get what I mean* Ewaaahh~ meja th basar, mana SPACE ah?? =P even a big room will look small, in the end!

Missing~

2009-11-03T20:46:00.002+08:00

Just a short post to express what I feel at the moment.. =)

First of all, aku kanyang!! Panuh parut ku, labui2!! haha exaggerating much! =P Anyway, Alhamdulillah.. Nda batah,kalat tia mata ah =S And that's the reason y, we better perform the prayer FIRST, BEFORE having our meal, aite??

Main feeling is... I miss Tanah Suci! ='( I've been leaving that place for two yrs n I'm praying that I will be given the opportunity to go there AGAIN with the parents and.... my husband, maybe!! =P AMIN~ AMIN~ Everything is still fresh in my mind, mcm nda ku caya 2 taun udah berlalu. huhu Musim haji dtg lg, first flight is today, I heard 7+am! And nda byk yg pegi taun ani, 4 flights saja altogether.. due to the H1N1, maybe.. And I heard tambang nya makin naik harganya sudah. Nda apa, kalau sudah dtg panggilan Baitullah atu, kalau niat suci, ada jua rezeki tu InsyaAllah =)

Panggilan haji~~

Telah tiba lagi~

Menunaikan ibadah~

Panggilan Baitullah~

Tanah Suci Mekah~

Ya MakkatulMukaramah~~

(klasik lagunya ani =P)

Selingan sementara~

2009-11-02T18:25:00.000+08:00

Me: Bi...bi... Ada sasaban Bi?

The Maid: Sasaban? Apa itu?

Me: Atu bh bi... aaa.. tmpat motong2..

The Maid: Oooohh~ itu~ Yaa.. d Indonesia, itu d panggil talem!

Me: Ahhh~ Talem~ Bah, ada talem Bi?

The Maid: Ya adaaa~

Haha! Smpat2 lg bh ia kn becerita, membgi ku ilmu =P Cali lah amah itu~ keke That conversation was actually with my uncle's maid when we were having the tahlil. Aku tu mencari sasaban.. mau2 jua d luruskan pakai perkataan TALEM atu kan.. hehe

=# ~

2009-11-02T18:17:00.001+08:00

I've waited for this day to come since Saturday afternoon. Why? I wanted to hear a respond from someone whom Adee and I met that Saturday afternoon.

Saturday afternoon...... Adee and I went to the mall and AS USUAL, c Kecil atu nda mau tgl! heheh.. but yea~ since I used to bring her along jua, immediately the mind set pun kan bawa Alysya along la jua kan. Let me just cut the story short, while aku mengipak Alysya menyebarang jln and Adee was just few inches ahead of me, ada urg tagur ia, bg salam. And when I looked at him, senyumnya punya laaaaa BAHAGIA!! geleng2 lg tu~ rupanya siapa nah? One of the teachers at his skool!! =O Terkesima ku slajur! =P Semacam bh snyumnya atu~

And today, Adee told me that cigu atu td menagur ia, sama jua masih reactionnya.. senyumnya bahagia jua masih, geleng2 jua masih. Aduhaaaii~ haha ku mengerti! Hish~ Well, that was the first time he saw us WITH A KID! Before ani ia nampak kami dua saja. As Adee said, cigu2 sana atu "BESASTERA" cara dorang! =) =#

Well.... I don't really mind plg if ppl saw me jln2 with a kid, of whom actually is my niece! heheh.. Ppl can only say things out. Say watever you wanna say =) Plus, Adee said he doesn't really mind as well.. hheee

Air~ Air~ =(

2009-11-02T09:59:00.000+08:00

I wanna hv my shower now!! uwaaaa!! Hatiku memberontak!! Pam aing rusak ah, urg ngusai baru jua slasai BUT gamnya alum karing. errrghh~ wasbir! wasbir! I'm supposed to join the two girls menguruskan something in a few minutes, nda tia jua dpt mun alum mandi ani! =S C Minah sorg atu ckp "Jgntah mandi.. lap taie mata saja pakai aing masak!" Cuba ko dulu buat? Mesti pernah nieeee~~ n u still feel comfy aite? hahahha

Yesterday, Adee and I went to Batu Ampar joining the cuzzy BBQ. While Adee was with the others, I was with the cuzzies. Atu yaaa~ Batah udah ku nda ktawa2 berabis2 cmatu, sampai menangis2 bh ku. Hehe bila masa jua inda kan? =P The mind was really active that the wild imaginations came continuously! Last2, aku jua yg kana salahkan. Cheh!! =P Overall, it was really a great time! Ouh, next outing plan with them will be on Saturday, insyaAllah. I'm really looking fwd to it =D =D

Really, I miss markings! Thus, the iski-ness to help Adee with his overload, pending markings. Kdg2 ktawa2 jua ku mbaca jawapan dorg atu. Hahah! Some more to come, yeayy!! 2 batch udah slasai.. wohoo~ but then, rupanya ia ani ingau jua. Takut kana pikir aku kana exploit! hehe He didn't mention that to me up to now! =P Let it be.. The family members do understand =) Plus, I feel glad as I am being exposed to part of a teacher's life when they're being at home..

Laughter~

2009-10-30T23:34:00.001+08:00

Me: Marking?

Adee: Mls eh.. ngantuk tia jua. Nda jua abis mlm ani tu..

Me: Eeeyyhh~ at least kalau marking mlm ani, ada progress. Bh, agatah ambil paper. Ne bawa tarus baju tadi ah, simpan d kreta.

Adee: Bah.. (dgn mood malas)

Adee, then, came into the house with an empty hand.

Me: Eh? Mana tia paper ah?

Adee: *smiling* M....m..alassss.... *smiling, minta ksian*

Me: Ihhhh~ ambil eyyhh..

Adee: ermm.. tapi... red pen nda bebawa *smiling*

Me: Aiii.. rasanya kn cari alasan ah. I have red pens, belambak tu d atas ah..

Adee: ... hmm.... =(

Hehehe so cali of him!! He's responsible to mark some studs' exam papers bah, skali katanya tgl subjective questions saja lg.. Rasa ku th mcm boss menyuruh anak buahnya mbuat kraja, mesti d supervise, baru mbuat kraja. Hehe watever u'll call/ label me, queen control?? heh~ but it's for his good. I'm glad that I cud help him doing the marking =) Sementara ku cuti ani jua. Ia marking td pun seriously mcm urg tepaksa, which I think, mmg tepaksa lah.. tepaksa uleh ku =P But hey! Siap kali ah!!!! wohooo~ see!! Tgl double check, n sum up markah saja lg. He did say "Yeayy!! Siap!! Alhamdulillah..Bnr jua nya syg atu ah.. Siapkan mlm ani =D" Mau2 jua kn d drill atu kn.. Au, mun kn d turutinya malas nya atu, ntah bila kah ia kan mbuat mun nda d paksa siapkan mlm ani.. Yg ku kcalian, atu bh... masuk smula k rumah dari kretanya, empty-handed ah! Alasan lg nada mbawa pen merah! hahah Buat lg muka sposen, so that I wud say "Bah.. au bh, nda payah marking mlm ani" hehe Akan ku kenang smpai bila2!!

He bought some shirts today.. pun cali jua! Mula2 d suggest, katanya nda lawa.. Simple tah, atu tah ani tah.. bila d suruh cuba, nah!! Tau ya cakap "Lawaaa~!!!" cheh! Suggested him to try something new rather than just a simple shirt =D

I'm now aiming for this one pair of shoes! Qiut!! Adee said, "Lawa! It really shows that it's you!" haha apakan? Tau lah~ I'm into that kind of shoes! hiiiissshh~ That'll be my next mission! =D Girls suppose to be trendy, aku lain tia plg.. lahip! hahah tak kisah~

Overall, I really had a great day + night! =D Full of laugthers and imaginations! hehe Thanx Hun =D Love you to the MAX!! Bekuruh2 tia kali udah tidur masa ani.. ksian! He's really exhausted!

Uwaa~~!!

2009-10-30T13:41:00.001+08:00

My mood is a lil' bit down at the moment.. Ppl are sooo eager for the convocation, this and that esp. d Facebook. Siapa jua nda iski, kan? Down brabis ku!! *sigh* yes, I admit, aku masih alum dpt trima sepenuhnya that................... erghh~ tapi, sudah ketentuan Illahi.. mau nda mau, aku mesti redha. Ya Allah, kuatkan hati dan iman ku ini. So there's nothing that I can do but just to close the eyes and pretend that I didn't read and see those status-es and photos, respectively. -_-

I'm getting worried of the upcoming exam which is in 3 weeks time! Nda lg batah~ =S I need to manage my time wisely now.. uwaaaa~~ REVISE! REVISE! REVISE! There'll be a final test on Monday next two weeks.. Wasbir~

Ouh, Adee will not be teaching Geography and History any longer starting next yr. He'll be teaching Maths! wohooo~ If I am to teach Maths as well kalau ku kraja nnti, dua2 tia ngajar Maths. Siuk tu ih!! hehe tapi.... mcm nda 'versatile' tia jua. Hehe mau2 tia jua kan!! =P

I've posted this question as my status d Facebook, but I'm still going to post it here as well, who knows Allah turunkan hidayah, kemusykilan atu terjawab uleh urg yg 'pro' hukum hakam ugama, InsyaAllah.. =)

"ADAKAH BINI2 MESTI TUNGGU LAKI2 ABIS SEMBYG JUMAT, BARU BULEH SEMBYG ZUHUR ATAU.... ASAL SAJA SUDAH AZAN, BULEH SUDAH SEMBYG ZUHUR?"

(feel free to leave a comment) =)

One of the comments that I received was from my aunty, she has read a book ttg Muslimah, which stated that buleh smbyg kalau azan sudah berkumandang sebab atu menandakan sudah masuk waktu. =) Allah turunkan satu 'cahaya'.. =D

Too cautious + Too Sensitive = Troublesome!

2009-10-27T22:23:00.001+08:00

Di samping ku rasa gembira, I hv this awkward feeling! -_-

Being TOO cautious and TOO sensitive equals TROUBLESOME!! errggghh~ Kdg2 kan, aku tpikir.. cmana buleh urg lain suka request minta balikan itu.. minta balikan ini... esp. to the bf or any others dgn sngnya? As for me, takut ku. Bukan plg takut apa, more into galat lah. Mcm.... bpikir ku jua, krg tgl sikit duitnya. Siapa tau ia ada brg yg lebih penting kn d balinya? Wat if ia turuti kemahuan tane sebab nda mau tane sedih saja? And ia rela bekorban, instead of mbgtau terus terang? And thus.... dtg tia kesian ku =)

Another matter..... I'm being too cautious in terms of.... hak milik. Kalau brg ku, I don't mind if I were to share or give others my things or if I spend my money for them, skali skala.. tapi......... aku nda brani kn kacau hak urg, esp....... Lets say, someone bought this thing (brg makan) and let it remain at your place. And so if ada urg lain yg taisliur kn makan makanannya ani, I wud firstly seek for their permission! Kalau kana mkn tarus, yatah dtg uri ku tu!! Makanan haram, d mkn tnpa izin th.. Brg urg tah.. ani tah.. atu tah... errrkkssss!! Tapi kalau kn d bgtau yg brg atu c atu c ani punya, mcm urg kn bkira tia jua!! Mcm... kau2, aku2! Nda pedah2, tesinggung tia jua urg lain krg.. Ntah, ksian atu dtg nda pedah2 bh kdg2!! So ppl.. jgn heran kalau ku balik2 betanya kn permission! =)

Another one.. urg lain mcm nada saja mkn atu.. mkn ani.. w/o btnya buleh kh inda d minta. kalau aku, rapat cmana pun, mau2 jua btnya. Otherwise "ih~ urg punya. Jgn kn skati2 minta. Krg marah ya" =S Nonsense!! Tapi, kalau makanan ku, kana ambil tnpa izinku, nda plg ku kisah.. haha! calieee!!!

I've discussed this with Adee once before, n he said.... "well, at least that's a healthy mind".. Is that what u call as a healthy mind? Terlampau berhati2 + terlampau memikirkan prasaan urg ani melimitkan diri ku bh sbnrnya! Troublesome!!

Somehow, it makes me mcm anti-social ckit. I wanted to join, say, cuzen/ kwn ku yg duduk2 ramai2..... know wat actually stops me? "Krg nda kana alu2kan khadiran ku.. kot2 dorg bckp pasal aku? mana tau aku spoil cerita dorg? rahsia kah tu.." Ya Allah~ =( And so, aku prefer duduk sorg2.. tapi.... mcm urg ambung tia jua! Yes... pnah tu ku kana komen cmatu... uwaaaa~~!!!!

Pls no offense, readers.. Ane pendapat ku.. Minta maaf ku if ada yg terasa.. -_-

=D =D

2009-10-27T21:45:00.000+08:00

Hari yg indah bg ku.. Rezeki turun mencurah2 lg ari ani. Alhamdulillah.. Due to the 4th Anniversary, Adee let me buy this and that =D Tapi nda lah luan 'pisau cukur' amet!! Nasib baik pikiran ku masih waras, btanya limit.. haha nada2 bnr!! Starting November til December, he'll seldomly spend his time at my place =( The maid will be going 'home' for a month, and so the mother nada dgn.... anak mithali jugak jejaka itu ya.. hahah!! =P

Ouh~ Adee and I were amazed this afternoon! Now, he himself had heard this one thing from the mother! hehe So unpredictable! Can you just believe it, Hun? =P Biasanya, aku yg becerita.. ane nah!! Adee sndiri mndgr~ wohoho~ Buleh th kami count down slowly nie..buleh udah d target kali. InsyaAllah.. =D *apakan??*

Lost..... Not!! =D

2009-10-26T23:31:00.005+08:00

I've lost one of my lovely rings for a few days!! N today I found it!! Alhamdulillah Ya Allah. Menangis tuha ku tu mun bnr2 ilang! Tadi manyap2 bilik pun udah kabak2, coz I cudn't find it! Last2..*grins* *grins* *grins* tegugur bh, btapuk ya d pisuk2 cabinet!! Jadi mcm ucing plg ku mengunjar. Baik tah taruh tia bisai2!! Jln, both jari mesti berisi!! hehehhee

Sesungguhnya rezeki ku mencurah2 ari ani. Alhamdulillah, Syukur~ Minyak kreta, kana balikan. Kredit, kana antarkan no. nya tanpa d undang. Roti John kana bali utk mengisi parut.. =D =D Semoga d murahkan rezeki kami sekeluarga sentiasa, Amin..

Mata ku mau tdur awal, tapi tubuh badan ani nda mnyuruh. Mau2 jua kn mengadap laptop atu kan!! hehehe =P Sajap lg sajap!! =S

Ku bina kan mu istana~ Aku rendakan bahagia~ Dgn niat suci~ kau lah permaisuriii~~~ Haha classic much! Aku mdgr adiu bh, yatah tu~

yawn~

2009-10-26T15:07:00.003+08:00

I'm sooOoOooo sleepy atm! -_- yatah jua nie, timing2 nya iblis byk bgantungan d mata.. bgayut2 mcm apa, menyuruh tidur!! *sigh* *yawn*

Ouh~ silence is still somewhere around the corner.. and I feel like there's a gap somewhere, as well. How I wish that I cud fill in that gap with something so that there's no gap any longer, yet, I don't know how and wat to fill into those gap.. ermm... I tried to ignore this thing, but..... I simply can't!! It seems that it keeps on haunting me! -_- I do have one way in my mind, but..... again... I don't know if it will work or not.. and I can't predict what the result wud be. Will there be any consequences?? I might go on with that one way in my mind, one day, perhaps!

Alhamdulillah, I, now, have the passion to cooking matter.. hee.. SLOOOOOWWWLLEEEEYYY~ =P Basics are now, done! *grins* Yes, I'm still a beginner!! =) I wanna try new menus!!!! At least, I'm still not TOO LATE.. *if you know what I mean* =P tralalaaaa~ anyone willing to teach me?? hahah... bali buku sndiri jwbnya!! Nonsense~~

-_- =D =/

2009-10-22T19:53:00.009+08:00

Is there anyone who's willing to switch the pain, that I've been suffering since I was in form 3 up to now, with me? *sigh* -_- Ya Allah, ku pasrah.. It's been 8 yrs+ now. N I wonder will this ever end?? Mungkin ada kebaikannya, Wallahua'lam~ only He knows about it.. wen ppl say Kesakitan itu adalah kifarah d atas dosa2 yg telah d lakukan. Kalau tah atu buleh mmbersihkan dosa2 yg sudah ada~ how I wish~

Semoga kekal hingga ke ahir hayat~ =D AMIN~

I went out and had a date with Adee last two nyts! =D =D After the fight! hhaha exaggerating much!! =P so that was how we settled down =) We went to watch The Surrogates.. which I found it siuk! I know~~~ lambat kami mliat ah!! But at least, we weren't the only one in the cinema.. 5 urg lg! hehehe dpt d kira bh!!

errmm.. What am I trying to show here??? =/ antah!! QIUT kali a!! =P

Byk workload nya!!

He's now back to his busy life..huhu Cuti2 lah dulu dr bjln nie.. But hey~ I'm here to help! hehe merait2 ani suka ku nie!!!! Objective ones plg saja tu, Geo kali ah!! Nada ku tahu tu jamuuuu mun Subjective!! errrghhhh~~ I can only work with numbers nowadays.. uwaaa!!! My bad!!!

Ani baru I suka~~ hehe

Fatamorgana~

2009-10-22T00:29:00.003+08:00

Pulanglah pada Tuhan cahaya kehidupan

Syarat bahagia di dunia

Akhirat kekal selamanya pada Allah

Sudah menjadi lumrah kehidupan di dunia

Cabaran dan dugaan mendewasakan usia

Rintangan dilalui tambah pengalaman diri

Sudah sunnah ketetapan Ilahi

Deras arus dunia menghanyutkan yang terleka

Indah fatamorgana melalaikan menipu daya

Dikejar dicintai bak bayangan tak bertepi

Tiada sudahnya dunia yang dicari

Begitu indah dunia siapa pun kan tergoda

Harta, pangkat dan wanita melemahkan jiwa

Tanpa iman dalam hati kita kan dikuasai

Syaitan nafsu dalam diri musuh yang tersembunyi

Pulanglah kepada Tuhan cahaya kehidupan

Keimanan ketakwaan kepadanya senjata utama

Sabar menempuh jalan tetapkan iman di hati

Yakinkan janji Tuhan syurga yang sedia menanti

Imanlah penyelamat dunia penuh pancaroba

Hidup akhirat kita kekal bahagia

Imanlah penyelamat dunia penuh pancaroba

Hidup akhirat kita kekal bahagia

Pulanglah pada Tuhan cahaya kehidupan

Syarat bahagia di dunia

Akhirat kekal selamanya pada Allah

Allah

Bold LARGE-font lines are those that I wud use to remind myself..

Jgn salah phm ah.. =)

FATAMORGANA (click to view the VC)

My all-time fav. =)

Sumaiyyah~

2009-10-21T23:35:00.006+08:00

Dalam diri selembut sutera

Kau memiliki iman yang teguh

Kau nyalakan obor agama dirimu bak lentera

Dibelengu jahiliah kau tempuh dengan berani

Walau pun jasadmu milik tuan

Tetapi hatimu milik Tuhan

Padang pasir menjadi saksi

Ketabahan keluarga itu

Tika suami dan anak dibaring mengadap mentari

Disuruh memilih iman atau kekufuran

Samar jahiliah atau sinaran akidah

Sabarlah keluarga Yasir

Bagimu syurga disana

Dan kau pun tega memilih syurga

Walau terpaksa mengorban nyawa

Lalu tombak yang tajam menikam

Jasadmu yang tiada bermaya

Namun iman didadamu sedikit tidak berubah

Darahmu menjadi sumbu pelita iman

Sumaiyah kaulah lambang wanita solehah

Tangan yang disangka lembut

Menghayun buaian

Mengoncang dunia mencipta sejarah

Sumaiyah kau dibunuh didunia sementara

Untuk hidup disyurga yang selama-lamanya

Kaulah wanita terbaik, sebaik manusia

Namamu tetap menjadi sejarah

Can you imagine the real situation??

='(

Demi Agama, nyawa pebaik d korbankan..

Allahu Akbar...

The question is.... Adakah kitani sanggup buat cmane jua??

SUMAIYYAH (click to view the VC)

My all-time fav. =)

Upd8ing~

2009-10-19T20:25:00.006+08:00

Semangat ku tetiba dtg lg d pg hari ani.. td la tu~ =D I stayed awake after the prayer.. I don't know y.. huhu

Alhamdulillah.. silence is no longer around except for.......... that one particular thing! =S nda ku tau bila ia kan back to normal.. *sigh* Biar tia Allah yg tentukan.. ku terima apa adanya. Mungkin jua ada hikmahnya knapa tetiba jadi cmane, tane saja yg nda tau.. Wallahua'lam~

Nowadays, Zaim pengubat duka ku.. eseh! hehe atu bh, mliat caranya bjln mcm apa ah =P kiut lah kiut!! Kusut2 pun, main saja sama ia, ilang jua sedikit.. sedikit plg tu! Coz.... ketenangan yg sejati dtg dgn mendekatkan diri dgn Allah, insyaAllah =)

Ouh~ kn masa ani musim buah2an.. The fruits attacked my home y'day!! Kpisan! Abah kana bawa 'menaiki' kmarin. Yet.. Alhamdulillah, rezeki dtg =) Semoga akan terus d limpahi rezeki dari-Nya, Amin~ Tapi...... ada disadvantage bh byk mkn buah nie =( Nda batah tahannya aing wudhu! =S

And....... EXAM is coming soon!! as in... VERY SOON!! Nda smpai sbulan lg ah~~ =S Uwaaaaa!!!! Tawakkal~ Ya Allah, luluskan th ku dgn kwn2ku d saat yg kritikal ani =( Amin~~

aaaarrrgghhh!!!

2009-10-17T22:56:00.003+08:00

Lain yg ku harap terjadi, lain plg yg jadi! =S errghhh! Put the blame on the mood swing!

Aku nda dpt adapt to a drastic situation change.. A very drastic one sampai yg buleh buat huruhara diri jadinya..

When it was supposed to be A, n I've followed that track.. and when I was just a step more towards the end, and someone said that I need to be at B... yatah yg ku nda dpt tu nah! Tpksa jua ku rewind balik, n then mencari lg d mana path B ani... =S

Ih, antah! When it was supposed to be a happy ending, lain plg kjadiannya.. bukan saja sad ending, beginning pun sudah sad!

Luahan hati ku saja nie.. dah!!

=S

2009-10-15T19:31:00.002+08:00

Ambung.....

That's the word that I just received! =s

Aku th plg kana ucap ambung.. semestinya kah aku saja yg dulu menagur?? Knapa mesti terasa ada sesuatu kalau diri merasa nada mbuat salah? Buat lah mcm biasa saja.. Kalau th ada yg ganjil dgn sesuatu perubahan yg terjadi, ada tah sebabnya tu.. Carilah cara utk mengetahuinya.. Mun dua2 pun kn repel, smpai bila2 pun inda akan betamu!!

I admit, aku mmg jenis yg SENSITIP!! BERABISSSS!! Segalanya kan masuk ke hati... So??? Mmg nature ku cemani, kn d buat cemana th jua! Aku tau hal atu mmg bukan pasal aku directly, tapi....... ada kena mengena dgn aku! Get it??

Minta maaf ku kalau ada yg tersinggung.. tapi drp ku menyakitkan hati ku sndiri, mengusutkan diri sendiri.. dgn memikirkan pekara atu, baik ku diam diri saja..

Terima kasih~~

Back to.......~

2009-10-10T14:41:00.002+08:00

The sister is going back to work starting today. And thus, I'm officially now back to baby-sitting the kids..

Before, I kept on babbling.. Y do I hv to do all these things? Y do I hv to hold these responsibilities? Y can't I be free like others who can go out and spend the time with the friends at any time? Others do hv niece and nephew as well, but still... they're free enough! Y this, Y that.... all those sorts of Y questions!! Yes, I missed a lot of activities with my friends!

As wat I believe, Everything Happens For Reasons.. yes, there are.. I cud see, at least, some of the reasons, now. Ada kebaikannya! In short, I gained a lot of knowledge about raising a child! When shud they start to eat and what shud they eat, wat to prepare, wat to do if this happens, if that happens.. mcm2 lah.. experience is the most precious one! Syukur Alhamdulillah... =D Yet, I admit, lots to learn, still.. hee...

So ppl out there, esp. girls, if you ever have a niece/ nieces, a nephew/ nephews, take ur tym to look after them.. it's gud for YOU! =D. Inda rugi!! I know, ngalih.. n u tend to miss a lot of things.. but then, it's worth losing!

^_^ ^_^

2009-10-09T22:31:00.007+08:00

Hey senangnya dlm hati~~ kalau ku kawin esuk!! hahahhahaaa!!

Gumbira ku gumbira~ segumbira biranya!! =P I spent 4 hours last nyt, n another 4 and 1/2 hours today jln2 with Adee! =D =D As I said in the previous post, it's been a long time that we didn't spend the tym together, berasmara dana! dodgy ey? nada wah, rilek2 bh, ktawa2, bergurau senda~ ooouuuuu~ Adee really suping sakan tadi.. spent $300 just within the 4 and 1/2 hours! hebaaattt!! tau laa~ Adee jrg kn suping ani.. very the jarang! suka ku ih mliat!! *wink* I wanted to take some pictures of us, tapi..... uh! Bila sama ia atu, lupa tia ku kn camera!! ^_^ *beyond!*

FB!! Iski ku mliat ih gmbar urg betunang ane.. Makin ramai udah urg betunang.. ouucchh!! Nda apa, sabarr~ my time will come, soon.. InsyaAllah =D Tapi, aku nda mau grand sgt. Just want it to be mcm urg dulu2.. eseh!! =P

DEKATKAN DIRI KITA DGN ALLAH, NESCAYA ALLAH AKAN MENDEKATKAN DIRI KITA SESAMA MANUSIA YG LAIN.. ouh! I really believe in this!! I mean it..

Tehantuk kepala sendiri, baru tau sakit atau inda.. =)

As he always say.. now, always and forever ^_^

Him... the one I sayang~~

Classic~

2009-10-08T00:45:00.004+08:00

I feel it in my fingers

I feel it in my toes

Love is all around me

And so the feeling grows

Its written on the wind

Its everywhere I go, oh yes it is

So if you really love me

Come on and let it show

You know I love you, I always will

My minds made up

by theWay that I feel

Theres no beginning,

Therell be no end

cause on my love you can depend

I see your face before me

As I lay on my bed

I kinda get to thinking

Of all the things you said, oh yes I did

You gave your promise to me and i

Gave mine to you

I need someone beside me

In everything I do, oh yes I do

You know I love you, I always will,

My minds made up by the

Way that I feel

Theres no beginning,

Therell be no end

cause on my love you can depend

Got to keep it moving

Oh its written in the wind

Oh everywhere I go, yeah, oh well

So if you really love me, love me, love me

Come on and let it show

Come on and let it

Come on and let it (come and let it show, baby)

Come on, come on, come on let it show baby

Come on and let it show

Come on and let it show, baby

Come on and let it show

LOVE IS ALL AROUND! (click to view the VC)

Tq to Medah~ U turned on the jiwang mode tonight! hehe

Iski!! Iski!! Iski!!

2009-10-07T22:09:00.003+08:00

I really can't wait for tomorrow!! I can't even recall when was our last date! *sigh* jumpa slalu, tapi spend time siuk2, tiada~ blame on his busy times! hehe.. nada wah! Ikhlaskan diri~ =D ouh, hopefully everything goes well esuk.. InsyaAllah... AMIN~

He makes me missing him even more!! eeeeee~~ bijak pandai!! But it's ok.. ia ada on9 pun ku happy!! =D pasal apa nah? ia jaaaaaraaaaanngg kn on9! -_- he's not into the "virtual world" where as for me... when I can't reach the "reality world", "virtual world" will do.. but not for him.. What a contrast!

Naaaahh~ guess wat? alum batah ku post, udah tia ku kana ucap buang batu! serious! haaa~ ish ish~ tapi... nda kisah lah.. nda tau kenapa, ucap saja tia.. -_-

Ouh, btw~ ku bersyukur pada Allah.. sesuatu telah terjadi few nights back. Dgn terjadinya perkara atu, ia memecahkan SEDIKIT tembok yg slama ani ku pasang.. dan dgn pcahnya SEDIKIT tembok atu, aku dpt mliat sesuatu yg cerah SEDIKIT jua.. ckit plg baru tu, nama jua pacahnya ckit saja.. hehe.. mudahan tembok atu nda akan terbina lg, instead, pacah tarus!! hehe AMIN~~

And at the same night, I heard a shocking news! adduii~ kalau th bnr, ku bersyukur plg tu.. Alhamdulillah~ rezeki melimpah ruah. hehe tapi....... I can see the probability for it to really happen is less than 1.. huhu.. so.... yeaaahh~ let it be. It cud be just a rumour or ppl's misinterpretation =)

Mana saja!

2009-10-06T18:29:00.003+08:00

Semakin hari, semakin ku inda phm! Adakah ia berubah atau ia mmg mcmatu dari dulu or aku saja yg inda kenal??

Kesabaran ku ada batasnya.. Mula2 ckit2, tahan! ckit2 lg, tahan jua lg. Nya urg, ckit2 lama2 jadi mcm bukit. Udah jadi bukit krg, makin menggunung, melatop tia mcm gunung berapi! =s Aku nda mau marah, tapi........... mcm yg ku cakap, kesabaran ku ada batasnya!

Kdg2 ku pikir, aku atu mcm mencurah aing d laut, ada jua! D tuang aing sebanyak mana pun k laut, nda jua pedah! Nda jua urg kisah! Aing laut udah byk, ouh~ "Ku tak perlu pertolonganmu"..

Kdg2 ku pikir jua, aku yg berubah jadi urg yg nda sensitive kan keadaan.. nda sensitive ttg perasaan urg, atau urg yg makin ari makin sensitive?? Mungkinkah jua aku atu yg makin sensitive?

Entah lah.. makin ku pikirkan, makin saja sakit ati ku mikirkan.. Drp d sumpah seranah, ada baiknya, diam saja! Apa urg kan cakap, cakap th.. Aku seorg yg inda concern kn masalah urg lain? Aku siuk sendiri? Inda prihatin? Berubah menjadi ...... ah apa2lah! Ouh~ mana saja~ Aku punya alasan tersendiri..

Masya-Allah~

2009-10-04T05:21:00.002+08:00

Kadang-kadang kita sebagai anak tidak berniat untuk melukakan hati ibu, tetapi oleh kerana kealpaan, kita secara tidak sengaja telah melukakan hati ibu!

...... which is barely TRUE!!!! Masya-Allah~

Ya Allah..... Oh ibu, ampuni dosa2 ku yg telah ku lakukan padamu... ='(

Reminder to myself: Jgnlah lalai dgn duniawi... sehingga melukakan hati ibu....!!

Random~ Random~ Asal be-upd8!

2009-10-03T20:57:00.004+08:00

3rd Oct!! Nasib bukan 1oth Oct! Mun inda..... official th sbulan nda bekelinga tu!! hikhik

Reason being.. nada mood~ huhu Msg urg pun ada yg nda ku tereply.. gara2 nada mood, nda ku tau apa kn d reply, n so................ I'm sorry... -_- *sigh* my bad!!

It's still 9pm, but aku mengantuk udah~ tralalalaaa~ baik jua tu, awal tdur awal bgn! Jaaaa?? Awal bgn, rezeki dtg mencurah2!! Amiiiiinnn~

Ouh, I'm still thinking of wat to give him for 1310! *sigh* ada plg dlm pikiran ani... tapi............ nda ku tau d mana bisai.. =s one solution, SURVEY!!! but for now, ntah... not in a mood to search for it.. Am I not looking fwd to it???? Entah.... Hatiku terguris~

Esuk openhouses session! Makan session! Mlayan perut session! hahah.. jgn saja sakit parut, sodaaahh~ But seriously, raya taun ani nda meriah! nda happening! =(

Esuk th ku upd8 lg eh.. insyaAllah..

Malam Lailatul Qadar

2009-09-10T21:09:00.002+08:00

Alhamdulillah.. we're now officially in the last 10 days of Ramadhan.. Tonight is 21st!

And so..... let's 'hunt' for that special night- Malam Lailatul Qadar!

Semoga kita tidak lalai dari melakukan sebanyak amal ibadah yg mungkin d mlm yg istimewa ini.....

Semoga Allah mengampuni dosa kita semua..

Amin Ya Rabbal Alamin........

Ku berserah~

2009-09-10T15:40:00.004+08:00

Simply...

I don't know whether or not I changed...... whether or not others changed!

Seriously ppl, berlemah lembut yg teramat bukanlah diri ku! People usually relate me with antonasi yg kasar, walaupun aku sebenarnya bukan berniat kn bckp kasar.. ia hanya lah antonasi.. cara ku bckp..

Plus... I don't know.... if Others are getting too sensitive, or I'm getting insensitive?

Allah anugerahkan instinct yg kuat.. cud easily sense if there's sumthing wrong.. I really cud feel it at the first place at that time.. *sigh*

Ku berserah...

Overall, I didn't mean to hurt anyone's feelings.. but if there's any of u yg tersinggung dgn kata2 ku, I apologise.. I'm very2 sorry.. But that's beyond me..

*added*

I think I better keep this mouth shut, probably at most times for the sake of avoiding from hurting others' feelings even more, maybe.. Will try my best, InsyaAllah..

dot dot dot~ (rojak)

2009-09-08T10:17:00.004+08:00

There'll be an outing.. (sungkai luar plg tu bnrnya =P) on the 9th and 14th with different group of friends.. 13th menziarahi kubur, Abah's side annual family event.. and 18th Majlis Khatam+Trawih beramai2 at our crib, Babu's side family event.. Bz nyaa~ And I need to set a day to have sungkai together with one of the studs. Adduiihh~ Alum ku tpikir!

Adee is tensed atm.. *sigh* I've never seen him soooo down.. soooo frustrated.. soooo marah2, slama ku sama ia.. but that time... undescribable! (wujud kah word itu? =P) I really wanna make him feel relieved! I really wanna make him be happy! But........ I don't know how! *sigh* What I cud do is just to support him, psychologically. Well, we can just seek for help from Allah..That's all that I can say. Ada satu 'cahaya' yg d bgi Allah baru2 ani, n I hope 'cahaya' atu akan dapat reveal the solution to his prob soon.. Amin~ Waiting and keep on waiting~

Ouh~ the maid will be off to her country for a month.. slama sbulan lah jua aku akan menjadi the so-called "suri rumahtangga", wanita mithali hahah!! *uweekk!!* which is gud, anyway.. =D Batah udah ku tglkan smua atu.. now it's time for me to have all the chores back for a month!

Random much! I'm sleepy atm! nda cukup tdur~ Cmana th jua.. Mlm nda mau tdur awal.. Slagi jarum jam atu nda menjangkau 12, nda tia tdur tu.. After sahur, tdur balik kul 6am! Bgn? td pukul 8! isk isk~ Wasbir~ Wasbir~

Mlm Lailatul Qadar~

2009-09-08T09:41:00.002+08:00

It's 18th Ramadhan, people!! Seriously, nda terasa!

2 days from today will be the last 10 days of Ramadhan! For which smua (or at least, most) urg tetunggu2! One of the odd days of the last 10 days of Ramdhan will be Malam Lailatul Qadar.. yg lebih baik dari seribu bulan! awwwwhh~

There was this one time, I heard satu ceramah d Rangkaian Nur Islam ttg puasa.. and obviously, it surely touched about Malam Lailatul Qadar.. Kata Ustaz atu, tanda2 bila menjelangnya mlm Lailatul Qadar adalah cengkerik mlm tidak akan berbunyi... pada waktu siang, langit memutih dan cahaya matahari tidak menyilaukan... cerahnya mlm... dan mlm itu tenang dan sunyi... TETAPI.... hanya org2nya yg dapat mengetahui dan merasakannya... phm2 sndirilah.. urg yg d bg keistimewaan uleh Allah =)

Dlm erti kata lain, beribadahlah sebanyak mungkin d setiap mlm =D Drp teragak2 kan bila dtgnya Malam Lailatul Qadar atu..

Ya Allah.. jauhilah aku dari menjadikan mlm itu menjadi Malam Lailatul Kadai!! =/ Amin~

Sedikit ilmu.. "Insya-Allah"~

2009-09-08T09:27:00.003+08:00

Selamat Memperingati Nuzul Al-Quran 1430 Hijrah bersamaan 2009 Masehi..

I watched the celeb. for which actually it was just prize giving ceremony (Sunday, 6th Sept). Pertandingannya berlangsung few days before the actual day.

Keputusan d umumkan, juara for each category and so ada persembahan dari dorg for which soalan dorg masa hari Khamis atu kana ulangi n they 'answered' them. And dari sana dptlah ku satu ilmu...

Dan janganlah kamu berkata akan melakukan sesuatu pada esoknya tanpa berkata INSYA-ALLAH.. (I cudn't recall dari Surah mana ia di ambil.. my bad!) We won't know whether or not we'll still be alive on the next day.......... and thus... INSYA-ALLAH....

I really salute them! N congrats to peserta dari Malaysia yg menjuarai pertandingan utk peringkat MABIMS.. =D

Allahu Akbar~

2009-09-04T00:18:00.003+08:00

I've been searching for the 'nasyid' or 'lagu' or... antah, apa2 lah namanya.. yg penting Asma'ulhusna itu.. tpi before ani nda kuat ati ku.. masa ani, bnr2 ku mencari.. So there I posted d FB, kot2 mmg ada udah urg yg ada Asma'ulhusna atu, so I can just get it from them..

Mmg th.. satu keajaiban rasa ku.. 3 ppl commented on my status, n all of them were willing to help.. I really mean they were helping much much!! Terharu ku smpai one of them tried hard rasanya kn share it with me.. n others too! I appreciate them all..

In the end, one of them downloaded it for me and sent it via MSN. Tq Mad~ =D Allah mempermudahkan pekerjaan Hamba-Nya bila ianya menuju ke arah kebaikan.. Subhanallah.. Allahu Akbar!

Semoga hidayah akan turun mencurah2 lagi~ =)

Terawih yg sempurna~

2009-09-01T20:42:00.003+08:00

Few nights back, I was hearing to this ceramah mengenai smbhyang trawih.. It mentioned about kebaikan betrawih and all that.. tapi ani yg info mahal...

Knapa perlu bergegas melakukan trawih? Trawih tidak akan sempurna kalau bergegas membaca fatihah sehingga bacaan nya tidak betul.. trawih tidak akan sempurna kalau sujud, rukuk tidak d lakukan dgn tuma'ninah..

Wahai imam2, plahan2 baa trawih ah.. =) Ani, baru jua mbaca "Subhanarabbial azimi wabihamdih" skali, udah tia ia angkat takbir.. aduii~ bnr plg sunat membaca 3x atu, tapi baik jua.. Sempurna jua rasanya, insyaAllah.. Dh tu, baru jua "Kamasollaita'ala ibrahim......" udah tia mbg salam.. =O!! Inda jua tenang tu membubut2.. =) Skali bila ku mndgr pasal jgn begagas smbyg atu, tbyg ku urg smbyg mcm ayam patuk2! hahah panat eh! Pasal aku pernah bh mliat urg smbyg cmatu.. laju! gagas! sama lah mcm ayam patuk2.. wasbir~

Do listen to Nur Islam, 93.30 FM.. (Y) Semoga amalan d terima Allah.. AMIN~ =)

Random much~!!

2009-09-01T20:04:00.005+08:00

Starting from today onwards, I'll be having a class 3x a week. Yeay!! Nda jua trasa malas lg *kunun!!*.. Before ani, jauh bh rasanya gap dari Monday to Saturday atu.. mcm urg nada class saja rasanya! So now, Monday 11am-12pm, Wednesday 9-10 am, Saturday 4-5pm!! =D =D Nda I suka bh duduk blakang atu!! Ane nah, mari tah berabut krusi dapan... hahah!

I'm glad that I cud meet Adee today.. tho' skajap.. Jgn nda bsukur ane~ Au ja? Ja? Ja? Esuk ku kawin eh!! haaaa! Byk usin!!! Amin~~

Sesungguhnya I'm sleepy now.. it's 8.08pm! Atuu awaaall~ mana tah kan, makin nada kan d buat, makin tia mengantuk! Iski ku kn k masjid smula ih~ *sigh* bila oh bila~~ Lusa, hopefully!

Ouh.. Adee and I are planning to make some changes.. Changes...... for life, I can say.. Mudahan d beri kemudahan utk kebaikan itu~ Amin~~

Alysya messed up my room two days back! Nda tia mau manyap lapas atu! aissshh!! Dan dgn bangganya mempersembahkan~~

"Lihat lah bilik Amit ku~"

"Kaka Lysya swimming~ swimming!!"

Terima kasih banyak2! Sila buat lagi d lain hari wahai anak buah ku syg~

(Y)

2009-08-29T23:07:00.002+08:00

Just arrived home around 10.20pm td from Sungkai-ing with Adee and his frens at Big Papa's Restaurant. Nyaman lah jua makanannya =D

Ahirnya, sampai jua ku ke EXPO Bumiputra ah.. blurih ku clip tudung. Well, yg ku puas ati, it was cheaper than tmpat biasa.. padahal ah, same size! ish ish~ It'll be smpai 19th Sept. Then went to the Mall. Punya lah ramai urg! Bnr2 bh ur suping! Well, was not really excited la kn beround coz Adee pun mcm nada mood. *sigh*

This is the reason why he lost his mood... he lost his watch!! d Masjid.. he forgot to take back the watch lapasnya bewudhu.. n after smbyg, baru ia realise... udah d aga smula, the watch had said babai to him way2 earlier! Coincidently, baru saja ia masuk k keta, 1st thing that I saw was, tgnnya kusung... n mulut yg nada insuran ani btnya "Where's ur watch?" toink! Thus, all the way thru, no matter where we go, ia ngusut.. I just didn't wanna say anything, sebab.... kalau ku riuh krg................ So, ku relakan saja.. Nanti2 mbalikan lg ah, masa nikah! =P

Supaaa veteran~ =P

2009-08-28T20:39:00.004+08:00

Y'day, we (Nisa, Fifi n I) went to UBD seawal jam 9pg.. *awal kn tu?* =P and Alhamdulillah, we managed to settle single thing yg alum kan settle2nya sejak semester break! huhu..

One of the tasks were to renew our UBD card! Nisa and I planned to just use gmbar lama atu, scan saja.. skali tau, nda mau! errrghhh! Tpksa th bgmbar skali lg~ Aduiii.. c Fifi bahagia udah tu ya, ada gmbar pasput.. Aku? last bgmbar pasput, masa naik aji! 2007! haha kelaasssiikk~ lg pun kn, mun pakai gmbar lama atu, ada jua usul kanak2 atu lakat... kunuuunn~ skali nah kau!!

2005!! (lagaamm!!)

2009!! (tuha muchh??)

Smlm, aku mendulur diri suping tudung.. ahirnya, tudung ku cari2, ada jua~ Alhamdulillah~ =D =D Ada lg bh rasa ku kn bjln ah.. eh! Mengapa ya kan! Padahal td d kadai, nda jua ku tau apa kn ku bali lg.. isssshh!! Hantu kdai bnr! Next, aku mau k EXPO Bumiputra ah~ *sigh*

Awh, due to one scene that I "saw", and one conversation that Adee and I made before, mcm ada hidayah turun rasanya.. tunggu aku saja lg utk menjalankannya... hmm.... Ya Allah, redhai perubahan yg Hamba-Mu inginkan ini... Amin~ =)

Utk Renungan~

2009-08-26T23:12:00.002+08:00

It's 6th Ramadhan.. nda trasa ah~ hmmhh! Ouh~ HAPPY RAMADHAN, N HAPPY FASTING PPL~ =D

Ouh~ talking about Ramadhan.. just wanna share sumthing that I experienced myself. Bukan utk memburukkan urg, tapi utk pengajaran tane bersama..

I went to the mosque with my parents. Abah mcm biasalah, stiap minggu jua k Masjid, so tau selok belok masjid atu. As for me n my mum, baru baa~ =) So we didn't actually know d mana tmpat utk jemaah bini2. I knew d atas, tpi I just saw ada bini2 masuk arah bawah atu. Bila d ikut, lesap tia~ So there were we, standing still, while waiting for another jemaah bini2 to come.. Then ada la maci ani baru smpai.. n my mum tanya "D mana tmpat bini2 ah?" blablabla.. wat did the maci said? "Baru pernah k mari kah?" Dgn mua2nya lg yg serius mcm urg nda kan mau mbgtau.. ehhhh!!! Atu banaaa~ diam saja ku.. maci oh maci~ nda jua pyh kn d tnya mcm menghina cmatu atu kali ah!! Knapa nda d bgtau saja tmpat atu d mana.. anieee.............. *sigh* Urg tnya bisai2, knapa th nda d jwb dgn cara bisai jua? Ya Allah.. jauhilah diriku dan kluargaku dari menjadi urg yg sombong...... Amin~

Back!!!

2009-08-26T22:27:00.005+08:00

TADAAAAAA~!!!!! Hahaa! Been MIA for one month!! =O Smpai lupa ku bh kn updates2an!

247.. was my Bday, n I received lots n lots of prezzies.. tq ppl~ Love yah! N that was when ppl thought aku kana risik! hahah =P Just because I uploaded a photo of one of my prezzies given by Adee d facebook, which was a RING! keke au~ nnti ku saun2! =D

Wut else? haha lupa ku bnr2!! Ouh~ "WELCOME BACK TO THE NEW SEMESTER" a big banner from UBD! hahah.. mana ku tkajut tu nya! So yeaa~ the new semester had officially started.. n I was a lil bit surprised.. Dr Didenko ingat kami!! toink!! =P Abis niee~ kana target.. esp tym tutorial! "U must have known this~" =O

I'm now in love with the song MELAWAN KESEPIAN by Siti Nurhaliza.. sedih ku mdgr.. *sedih2 pun d dgr jua lakat* =P n thus, loving the drama series WADI UNUNG.. heee~ tapi I've missed some eps., nowadays.. hish!! Before, I was in love with SEKAR.. but now, I'm not into it that much lg.. mcm..... makin complicated, n not that logic bg ku.. n thus, the lost in interest.. huhu surryyy~~

ADAB MENDENGARKAN AZAN~

2009-07-23T00:00:00.002+08:00

Diriwayatkan sebuah hadis yg bermaksud: 'Hendaklah kamu mendiamkan diri ketika azan, jika tidak Allah akan kelukan lidahnya ketika maut menghampirinya'. Ini jelas menunjukkan, kita disarankan agar mendiamkan diri, jangan berkata apa-apa pun semasa azan berkumandang.

Sebagai orang beragama Islam kita wajib menghormati azan. Banyak fadhilatnya. Jika lagu kebangsaan kita diajar agar berdiri tegak dan diamkan diri, mengapa ketika azan kita tidak boleh mendiamkan diri?

Lantas sesiapa yang berkata-kata ketika azan, Allah akan kelukan lidahnya ketika nazak. Kita takut dengan kelunya lidah Kita semasa ajal hampir tiba maka kita tidak dapat mengucap kalimah 'Lailahaillallah..' yang mana sesiapa yang dapat mengucapkan kalimah ini ketika nyawanya akan dicabut Allah dgn izinNya menjanjikan syurga untuk mereka. Dari itu marilah kita sama-sama menghormati azan dan mohon kepada Allah supaya lidah ini tidak kelu semasa nyawa kita sedang dicabut.

-taken from fwded email-

MASYA-ALLAH....

Utk renungan bersama.....

Coming soon~

2009-07-22T18:50:00.001+08:00

Coming up soon..

ANJAKAN PARADIGMA:

Kemaafan

Mengapa sukar memberi maaf?

COUNT DOWN~

2009-07-22T18:41:00.009+08:00

1 day in counting............

I'm still wondering and will keep on wondering............

Up til the exact day and the day after............

awh~ YOU make me wonder, my dear... =)

ANJAKAN PARADIGMA- MENGENALI PASANGAN YG MISTERI (susah utk d fahami)~

2009-07-20T11:31:00.004+08:00

Tukar paradigma.. "Aku masih tak kenal byk aspek tentang pasangan ku"
Jadi org yg lebih peka, prihatin dan ambil berat dengan berbincang
Utk mengenali, tanya org yg paling rapat dengan pasangan kita, esp. ibu, kakak atau adik perempuan serta kawan rapatnya (jgn d tanya pada abg atau adik lelaki kerana lelaki kurg peka)
Hati yg murni akan membawa pasangan kita utk membuat kerja kebaikan
Gunakan mata batin (gerak hati) utk mengenali dan bukan dgn mata fizikal
Yg paling penting! Mohon hidayah dari Allah agar mendapat panduan.
Anggaplah pasangan kami itu org baru setiap kali berjumpa.
Manusia berubah! Jadi cuba kenali pasangan anda secara berterusan

Mengapa perempuan byk masuk neraka? *based on the topic*

Derhaka pada suami sehingga membuatkan suami kecil hati
Tidak bersyukur dgn pemberian suami
Suami mati dulu dan isteri tidak sempat utk meminta maaf

Jadi.. minta maaf lah pada suami SETIAP MALAM.. dan suami, tolong maafkan isteri anda.

Apakah sifat2 wanita yg boleh menarik lelaki?

Tertakluk.. kalau hanya utk suka2, lelaki akan memilih wanita yg cantik, seksi, easy-going, mudah utk d bawa ke sana sini..
Kalau utk sesuatu yg serious, lelaki akan melihat dari segi luar dan dalam, yg mempunyai sifat keibuan agar menjadi ibu yg baik utk anak2 kelak.

Kalau kita sudah mengenali pasangan 100%, kita akan menjadi bosan.. kenapa? sebab tidak ada lagi yg misteri! Semuanya sudah d ketahui. So it is ok for not knowing/ understanding ur partner 100%! Ada juga yg sudah kahwin berbelas tahun, tapi masih hanya mengenali pasangan 40-50%.. because ppl change! =)

Wanita yg baik adalah utk lelaki yg baik.. wanita yg jahat adalah utk lelaki yg jahat. (proved in al-Quran)

taken from Dato Dr Fadzilah Kamsah's reality show

Lelaki Idaman Wanita~

2009-07-18T19:59:00.004+08:00

Sifat2 lelaki idaman wanita:

Matang dan bijaksana
Gentleman + Romantik
Kemas (i suka ne~)
Pandai membuat keputusan (jgn krg, masa becinta ok tu.. udah kawin "ah! bh mana saja! Aku ikut sja nie")
Bersih + Wangi
Boleh membimbing wanita (soleh)
Kelakar sikit

Sifat2 lelaki yg d benci wanita:

Suka cakap besar
Pengotor
Selfish
Panas baran
Lidah bercabang (alah ular bh cabangnya ah!)
Tidak romantik
Mata keanjang
Tak gentleman

Satu fakta yg "mahal".. wanita suka + seronok + iski kalau kana dangani shopping!! *grins* Laki2~~ tunggu saja tia bh~~ Syg galpren/ bini nda??

-taken from Dato Dr Fadzilah Kamsah's reality show-

Pretty bored~

2009-07-16T15:36:00.003+08:00

The kids are sleeping now.. TV's on but no one's watching it! Membazir karan! haha bored much!!

I went out lastnyt with Adee.. I enjoyed the nyt tho' it was just a 'click' prasahan ku.. =P Full of laughter, tho' I drove him wherever he wanted to all the way long, I cud still think of some jokes! =D Skali skala bh galpren yg draib, nda jua salah~ Jgn th ego ani dih~ *emo tia plg* (pasal ada urg ego, malu galpren nya yg draib.. c boiperen ani jadi pasinjar!) Batah dah rasaku aku ne nda sehappy smlm~ ouch!

Dlm happy2 ku sama Adee tu, ada jua masih yg bothering my mind.. errrghh! Tho' I've been given a solution to my dilemma, dilemma jua ku masih! Cmana kn tu??

He's coming again tonight! Yess!! Yess!! Lepak plg sja d rumah.. heh~ tak kisah la~ Akan ku gunakan masa itu sebaik2nya.. biar happy lg, sebelum masa murung tiba!!

Hols.. 2 wks lg tgl! chachachaaa~ Sungguh tak terasa. Somehow, aku iski kn skulah sebab aku rindu kn jadi student! Nda iski... antah~ haha =P Plus, aku iski kn mau tau time-table ku.. apakah usulnya~

Sleep early~

2009-07-12T23:50:00.003+08:00

It's time to go to sleep~ 11.50pm.. eh, awal masih. N yet aku ngantuk udah.. hohoho~ Lalah baa~

Ceta skajap, I went out with Kaka td along with the kids n my lil bro, dari pg... ptg, nyambung lg bjln, kami bdua saja! Ish! Mmg th urg "bujang" skajap anie.. haha Lakinya nada, aku jadi ganti.. toink!

Bought a new mattress for me n lil bro, lanja lunch, n bought a new clothing from Iora! Thx sis! =)

Bh, ngantuk saya.. tdur awal th saya mlm ini, ne....

Nyt2 ppl~

Here they are~

2009-07-12T18:57:00.006+08:00

MD ZHAFRI IZZA'IM'S 1st B'DAY..

B'day boy..

and his b'day cake....

"Apakan ampai2 basar ane???? =O"

"Biar tia Asai boy tapukkan tgn ku eh.."

"Ah~ bedal saja! Karat saja tia benda ane sama Babu"

*camera ku abis betry! thus, nda byk gmbar.. ane pun pakai hape... hesh!*

PRESENTING..... ALYSYA'S ART ATTACK!!

The oval face Alysya drew..

look at the 1-piece hair!

able to figure out the pair of ears?

and.....tuuu~ ada taie lalat d bwh mulutnya =D

Sesi mewarna pun bermula...

Resultnya... Taddaaa~~!!

nada lg usul mua!!

Seriously, I didn't help her with the drawings..

Aku tanya, ia lukis.. =D

BEYOND~

2009-07-10T22:50:00.003+08:00

Boring saya ini ari.. *sigh* mcm talur buruk udah prasahan ku.. hahah beyond~

Apakan te beyond2 ane? hehe I invented it.. woseh! when ppl over-react, other ppl will say "Over~".. as for me, I wud say "Beyond~" with the same slang! haha tlabih over jua udah tu mun udah BEYOND atu! =P saja bh~ yatah nie buruk punya pasal, ada2 saja tia!

Now let's update things out..

5th July, Zaim officially is 1 yr old! Sungguh ku tak terasa~ Celebrated as usual.. the family annual event =D Smua urg rumah ampit nie.. n awh~ There's one new thing Zaim can do.. he can walk few steps n do some self-body balancing! smua urg tkajut~ siapa jua mndapati dulu? amitnya trsyg ane baaa~ haha! *skadar* HOWEVER~~ *ada th masalah tu* Zaim ni malaaaaaas kn bjln! d dirikan, lamahkannya tia bdnnya, so that ia buleh duduk....n CRAWL! eee.. aku plg girigitan.. kalau arah walkernya, iski tu ya.. miana kn tu??

There's this one afternoon, Alysya was in the mood to draw n colour.. So I gave her a coloured paper along with her colour pencil set.. Then I left her for a while.. Guess what she drew? An OVAL FACE, yg nada be tlinga n rambut! hehe

Alysya: Amit! Look... blablabla draw a circle!

Me: Owh~ really?

......... *silence*

Me: Kaka Icha lukis apa~?

Alysya: It's a face!

Me: Anie apa?

Alysya: Mata~

Me: Anie?

Alysya: Idung~

Me: Anie?

Alysya: Mulut~

Me: Mana tlinganya?

*Alysya drew the ears

Me: Rambutnya mana?

*Alysya drew the hair*

Alysya: Look at blablabla beautiful picur~

Bilanya ada blablabla atu.. phm2 saja, kanak2 umur 3taunkn sepiking, mumbling lakat... antah aku pun nda phm! ending saja clear! hehehe Try to imagine how the so-called biutipul picur nya atu will look like! hehehe

*Photos will be uploaded later, insyaAllah*

Sad~ sad~

2009-07-05T00:12:00.003+08:00

I simply don't wanna keep those replies.. those messages yg menyakitkan ati ku!!

Yg penting.... mlm ani mlm kesedihan ku yg teramat2!! I don't really remember when these tears last came out, but it comes out again, TONIGHT!

I'm quite frustrated with this someone's reactions.. but others supported me.. Thank You kamuu~~ I love u all!!

I don't know how to face the day of... today! *it's 5th July, already* Patut kah ku nda suruh ia dtg? Just because I'm not in a mood to talk.... *sigh*

Antah eh!

2009-07-04T22:20:00.003+08:00

Sasak ku nie!! SASAK!!

Bnr th.. I won't join him/her/them lg!! Mun kn pegi, pegi tah sorg2!

Mengapa cmatu atu kan??? Pikirnya aku nda tau kali??!!

Tho' nda kana layan, tapi..... arrrghhh!! It seriously bothers my mind!! Apa th ertinya tu??

Apa intentionnya??!!

Aku kali yg sensitive, tapi...... 'that phrase' shudn't be said!! Nama ku lg kana bawa2 tu!! Banci ku banci!!

Found the other half~

2009-07-03T16:42:00.005+08:00

For weeks I've been sad because Adee 'lost' the other half of our "heart" (key-chain).. Mcm balik2 ku tnya, "Ada udah?", hinting spaya Adee cari... hehe pressure Adee =P

And now~ I'm happy because he has found it! Yahuuuu~~!! =D =D =D

Sebab apanah? We both, once, lost our rings wa.. syg ku tu! *sigh* He lost it when he was swimming.. I lost it...... when I was at the surau, ambil wudhu n I forgot to take it back! But then when I returned in just FEW MINUTES after... ilang tia!!!!! Siapa ngambil? Siapa yg empunya nama mcm yg tertera d sana tu kan??? uh! watever it is.. let it be

Now, I don't wanna lose it anymore! I want it to be in one piece! Sng, nya Adee.. "Buat baru lg" aiiii~ Hey~ it has a sentimental value to me tau~ =) and someone has been trying to find the same "heart", but nada lagi!

ade had lost ezah for weeks... n now ade and ezah may become one at any time, AGAIN.. *grins*

Kanak2 musim tech~

2009-07-03T16:23:00.005+08:00

Last week, I was having dinner with Adee n Ariez sumwer in Gdg, while menunggu kn mliat wyg.. While waiting for Adee to finish his dish, ada this one family.. itu ini itu ini... so while waiting for their food to come.. I just realised sumthing.. Ada bunyi tembak2.. TV nda jua! Skali apanah? nie c anak kecil ah, I tink umurnya around 5 or so.. main PSP! Concentrate abis!! I've never seen one in my life! =O Tebahangga ku tarus!

Mula2~....

Close up lg ckit.. Usulnya~~

Eee~ grigitan ku mliat!

Usulnya tinggi, padahal ia duduk beralaskan kakinya sndiri! spaya tinggi daaa~ =P..

Whoever's cuzen, family, sibling, nephew or watever, this kid is to you... sorry~ tapi aku suka liat! heh

Readers, you might have found a smaller kid than this kid, doing something yg lebih gah dari ia ane.. but I don't care.. Anak anie lg ensem! haha =P

Bila makanannya smpai, branti tia mcm...... antah! Bg nya arah mamanya! SUCH A CUTE LIL' BOY!

I pray~

2009-06-28T22:51:00.004+08:00

I'm now watching a drama, SEBELUM MATAKU TERTUTUP. Penuh pngajaran jua cetanya ani..

When someone is lonely, he/she tends to find a way to release the boredom... the loneliness.. which is, at this generation, just by a CLICK! online!! And when he/she finds someone yg siuk.. yg buleh ilangkan keburengan atu.... aaaiii~~!! BAHAYA!! Scandalism may occur! Nauzubillah... =( takut ku plg nah... uwaaaa~~!!

Tapikan, dlm ceta ani mcm over tia jua, but I think it happens! Anyone will do anything, asal hajatnya, nafsunya.. smua tercapai! Nasi Kangkang? Minum air kaki? =O Astaghfirullahal'azim..

I pray for my future husband and me myself to take a gud care of each other.. each other's family.. will give a full attention to each other.. and won't do anything SILLY to each other.. AMIN!! I might limit myself to a certain extent regarding on....... online-ing, nnti~~ =D

I quote.. SYURGA ISTERI D BAWAH TELAPAK KAKI SUAMI.. awh!!

$%&*^#@

2009-06-28T00:20:00.003+08:00

I arrived home almost midnight!! hahah No~ I didn't go out with Adee.. I went out alone! which in the end nda jadi alone.. apakan? =P I went to meet a student....

Batah nda jumpa, n mcm2 ceta kluar.. Yg buat aku masuk k hati ada jua!

Well, I don't mind if ppl don't miss me for not being there any longer.. I don't mind if ppl nda suka aku.. tapi..... yg aku nda suka....... they are talking about me!! Mun udah tapuk2 bckp atu, confirm ada something! gaaaaahhh!! two-faced!! hesh~ wateva lah... Nasib nda ke sana lg!! Yatah mbarinya tulah atu nampak.....

Au! Emosi ku nie!! I H8! I H8! I H8!!!

I wonder why... but~

2009-06-27T11:05:00.006+08:00

Random..

One night, I had a brief discussion with Adee...

Adee: Is there sumthing wrong with $$#@!&^*

Me: Ntah.. I'm just not into him/her/them

Adee: Sebab?

Me: He/She/They mcm not welcoming..

Adee: Yakah? Or is that just ur own feelings? Because I don't feel like it is so..

Me: Ntah ah.. uh! Watever it is, yg penting I can't..

Well, for me there's no harm, I think, if I'm still not into him/her/them.. let me be here. I still have others.. heee.. if not pun, I have my FAMILY!! =) Well, Alhamdulillah for all.. Ada hikmah jua kali knapa aku nda dpt in sama $#@!&^*. Yea, I do believe in these hikmah thing. Jgn mnyampah! =) Well, I admit at certain times I do wonder jua knapa????

Jwpannya? I'll quote sumthing from this one person....

Sgala yg Allah berikan pada kita adalah apa yg termampu utk kita

Maksud yg tersirat? Fikirkan lah =) Gud for u..

Hee.. au~ luahan ati ku saja nie..

Ingat....

2009-06-27T00:29:00.003+08:00

DEKATKAN DIRI KITA DENGAN ALLAH, NESCAYA ALLAH AKAN MENDEKATKAN DIRI KITA SESAMA MANUSIA YANG LAIN...
I believe in this....

PETUA...................blank

2009-06-27T00:26:00.003+08:00

I wanna share some knowledge with u about PETUA MENCARI JODOH... tapi..... paper yg ku tulis tu ILANG!! sasak jua ku tu... hesh~ It included ayat2 al-Quran for which u can amalkan as well.... hmmm~ SORRY~ =(

Atu.... byk updates!!

2009-06-27T00:05:00.007+08:00

Updates....

Ppl call it xm result, but I call it TP result.. heh! It came out... few wks bck.. Quite disappointed with it but.... naaaahh~~ ada hikmah maybe.. Utk muhasabah diri kali? =) But anyway, Alhamdulillah.. menunggu rezeki dtg menumpuk saja lg!! hahaha

Awh, I saw another one of my mates back in Primary skool few days ago. Eh! 2x th ku nampak ia nie.. Musim jejak kasih kah masa ani??

I had a gud gud gud gud dream few nights back! Akan ku kenang..... bukan aribulan, tapi detik dan mimpi itu~~~ awwwwhh!! Aku mau!! hehehehhe =D =D *but I find it a bit... mcm.... OUT!!*

And another one OUT punya mimpi! Eh, knapa ya lately ane ah?? I dreamt of lelaki ini.... yg pernah ku kenali..... masa ku skulah menengah!! =O Mcm..... memikirkan pasal ia pun ku nda, tarus2 ada dlm mimpi!!! Bemain sama anaknya.. mcm aku mbawa main Alysya n Zaim... but calinya.. I didn't talk to him.. ASTAGHFIRULLAHAL'AZIM....... I told Adee, lain tia plg respon nya.... panat bnr!

Zaim's bday is coming soon.. next week! He's coming to one yr old.. aii~ nda trasa.... padahal masa ia kn lahir dulu... mcm, alum batah rasaku... I can still remember the moment masa Kaka kn ke spital.. late midnight! Hehe

Awh! Zaim's bday is coming soon... that means, it's coming to Perayaan! and also by bestie's bday... n then....................?? MINE!! hahaha.. Another one yr, up!!

N yes... I had a gud tym with my buddies masa d Nyonya Restaurant. last wk.. aaii~ lama udah ku nda ktawa2 cmatu sama KAMU!! I miss such moment!!

Next? Tym to......... sleep!!

Jejak Kasih~

2009-06-19T22:08:00.005+08:00

Errrmmm.. apa ah? Aku rindu =P hahah! I went home tgh mlm LAGI smlm! Aduhaaii~ Yatah ku angau ane.. =O ada connection kah? =P

Few days back, aku TERjumpa one of my mates back in primary school!! Kpisan! Rupanya he's one of my sis's patients! haha.. Byg kn ah... all these scenes happened at the same time!

KAKA

Kaka: Eh!! *waving the hands to someone, a guy, while the car was moving!*

Kaka: Eh Liau!!

The Guy: Eh!! Bah~

THE GUY

Tym2 kaka wave ia atu, ia bangang! =O

When Kaka got closer, baru tah ia realise..

Tapi mata, mliat aku!!

AKU

Tym2 kaka wave ia atu, aku bangang!

My mind was thinking.. "Siapakan urg ani? Cuzen kah? Tapi mcm ku kenal"

Tym2 ia stared arah ku, aku pun stared him.. still, struggling to recognise him.

*Nasib aku pakai sunglass, nda jua ia kenal bnr*

When the conversation abis....

Me: Siapakan tu?

Kaka: c Taha.................. *diam*

Kaka: Eh!! Ntah2.....

Me: Hah?? c Taha....

At the same time...

Kaka: c Taha kwn mu!!

Me: c Taha kwn ku dulu!!

N we both LOL!!

Kpisan!! Batah bh kn kenal ah...!! Udah kelimpasan, baru tah kn kilala!

As wat Kaka said, "What a small world!" n I asked Kaka to ask him nnti if ia kenal aku ka nda.. heheheh Jejak Kasih woo~~

WASBIR~ WASBIR~

2009-06-16T16:42:00.003+08:00

Now aku NERVOUS!! Sama tia jua mcm nervous urg sit for exams. Hee! Mau2 jua~ UBD exam results are out! Hopefully our result urg TP ani pun sama jua! Awh~ will update on that one, later. Ikutkan rasa ati, pegi plg ku awal ani. Aku th lg yg.... sabar nya kureng ckit! hehe Tpi Adee ambil kul 6pm. Hmmm~~ let's wait..... WASBIR~ WASBIR~

I'm now on MSN with one of my Y7 studs. Kdg2 cali jua rasa ku dorg ani.. I mean, kids, in general.. They tend to be straight-fwd. They'll tell every single thing.. Smpaikan family matters pun d gtau nya. Ok~ Let's skip that one =D Ane, gtau nya ada cgu TP jahat ngajar dorg. I won't specify lah ngajar apa. Ok? Tapi kn... ani bh yg ku kcalian... the word "jahat" ah.. Adui~ tnya punya tnya, panya pasal GARANG.

This reminds me of my TP experience when at first I just wanted to be strict.. skalinya nda menjadi =P Mls jua ku strict sgt, dorg nda jua beulah bh.. Ada la ulah yg mbari grigitan tu, but I still cud handle them.. Nah~ takut ku plg sal result TP!! Bh~ chow ku chow~

While waiting to sleep~

2009-06-14T23:15:00.005+08:00

I'm not feeling well... Aku slesma! I feel drowsy now. I..... antah! Kajap lg mcm urg bedadah tia rasanya nie, effect ubat! Eh, ubat ani dadah jua~ haha!!

As wat Abah said tadi, "Yatah tu~ ahir balik~". Kaka said "Angin mlm kali?" Well, pasal smlm plg kali sal dlm cinema tu, paus2 baaaa arah diri, ekon ah! Kpisan sajuknya!! Almost midnyt lg~ Adee lg tia masukkan tgnnya dlm baju!! haha Ppl might not see it, but I did, Hun =P Antah la~ d takdirkan ku slesma~~ But hey! bfore ani pun some of the family members slesma jua~ Today, aku sama Babu tia lg.. adui~

Awh~ let's just accept this as a fact that Adee's not into MSN! not into chatting... not into..... ah! Apa2lah pasal berkomunikasi melalui internet ani! errrgghhhh!! This is not the first time he rejected my invitation.. so........... yeah~ phm2 sndiri je lerr~ Sooner or later, I need to stop all these jua.. Eh! wait! I MUST!!

I LoVe~

2009-06-14T00:35:00.003+08:00

12.20am!! Yeap, I arrived home at this time.. =O gauk ku mlm ini~ wohoho!! Nada wah, bukannya lepak nda tantu2.. I went to the cinema, watching ANGELS & DEMONS. Mula2 bangang, lama2 baru phm! haha such a slow catcher!! Owh well~ Sama siapa lg ku bjaur mlm2 cmane kalau nda sama Adee.. =P

We first had our dinner at 8+pm. Ptg tu punya lah paaayaaaahhh mncari tmpat mkn. huh! Last2, Pizza Hut! Well, worth it mkn sana. Adee n I managed to finish every single bit of the food AND the drink as well. A JUG OF COKE!! Kpisan ku ngabis kn.. Udah otw k kreta, melabui rasa parut ku bjln ah, panuh dgn aing!! hahahaha Not to be surprised, Mall was packed!! berabis!! Parking lots, I mean =D Well, school holiday has officially started... so................ yeah~

I'm now blogging, while waiting for Adee to reach his home.. confirm lalah! Dgn parut yg kyg tahap maksima!

Bah dah tah... preparing to ZzzzZZzzzZZZZzzzz~~ Nice sleeeeppp~~ hehe Adee pun BARU jua smpai rumah..

Awh~ 4 months to go starting from tonight =D it's our 44th month being together, now.. hehe =D =D au~ alum batah~ who cares! =P

ABNORMAL w/o the AB~ =P

2009-06-12T22:41:00.006+08:00

Mood is now back to NORMAL.. Settle down slepas shari suntuk mngusut!! =D Let me quote what my bro said to me thru the FB "Sesungguhnya kamu sudah terlepas dari hasutan setan....keh keh keh...." cheh!

Tomorrow is 13th!! Awh~ I LOVE the 13th of every month! Esp. 1310!! hehehe Exactly 4 months to go starting from tomorrow.. oooouuuu~~ I just can't believe it!!

I can't wait for tomorrow to come.. Ada plaaaann~ kita ngedet lagi~ yg ini laaaagi spesel punyaa~!! Haha obaa!! Udah mood baik tu nya~

I'm exhausted! Aku bjln sama kaka n the kids dari 1.30pm sampai almost 7pm! Lunggaaaaa sikru lutut ku! Hahah.. But seriously, trasa ku ngalih! Kan d kata nda biasa batah bjln nda jua patut. I guess pasal ngangkat anak kecil seberat 10+kg spjg ku bjln atu kali? =O So in total 60+kg d anggung. hehe let's practice~~~ =P *kidding* Mls bh buka tutup stoller atu~ So kipak lah saja.. That's how Alysya pronounce...... STOLLER.. stroller waaaa~

And... awh~ I accidentally met one of the 4B studs.. Wat's her name? ermmm.... Nani kah? =O Really, I didn't have the chance to know them well.. not even their names..! Uh! My bad! =( Liat mua saja ku, kenal lah.. tu pun nda jua smua.. errrghhh!!

Silent.. Samak

2009-06-11T20:46:00.003+08:00

I'm in no mood at the moment... Tapi compare tonight's to last night's, last night's was the worst!! Ari ani worst, tapi tadi siang.. mlm ani kureng ckit..

Why awh why~~

And......... uh! Crisis~ Crisis~ Crisis~ Bila th kn abis?? I'm tired of this! I'm sick of this! All started after dinner d JP..................... ish!! Dugaan~

Silence is all around today, up to now... *sigh*

I wanna go out!! Yet I don't know where to go.. kn beround? Confirm kana tnya tu.. Sorg lg!! I wanna go out dari smlm udah.. tapi, nada bh kn ku aga ah!!

I miss to drive.. *random*

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- Everything Happens For, At Least, A Reason -

Ya Allah~

tick tock~

Syukran Ya Allah~

SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDILFITRI~

Shocked!!

Gredueysen..

Updates...

Everything seemed to go wrong...

Kreta skidding ; Cyclist lintang pukang

Bula..Bula.. Bula..

Chhaaaakk!!

Jgn ambil kesempatan..

=?

Saja saja~

Ho Ho Hoo~

-__- ^__^

Life as his fiance~

Exactly one year~

Random much!

Wondering~

Iski! Iski!

BK=??

dubdabdubdab~

L E T I H~

My day at school~

Kraja gila!!

4 days~

Selamat Hari Raya Aidiladha~

Mixed Feelings~

Saja2 cerita~

Amin~ Amin~

Wwwwweeeeeee~~~!!!!!

aDeezaH1310~

Keindahan hidupku~

Angau~

My Assessment Day~

=D =O ~

My oh My~

You don't know~

When You Love Someone, I'd give My All~

Missing~

Selingan sementara~

=# ~

Air~ Air~ =(

Laughter~

Uwaa~~!!

Too cautious + Too Sensitive = Troublesome!

=D =D

Lost..... Not!! =D

*yawn*~

-_- =D =/

Fatamorgana~

Sumaiyyah~

Upd8ing~

aaaarrrgghhh!!!

=S

Back to.......~

^_^ ^_^

Classic~

Iski!! Iski!! Iski!!

Mana saja!

Masya-Allah~

Random~ Random~ Asal be-upd8!

Malam Lailatul Qadar

Ku berserah~

dot dot dot~ (rojak)

Mlm Lailatul Qadar~

Sedikit ilmu.. "Insya-Allah"~

Allahu Akbar~

Terawih yg sempurna~

Random much~!!

(Y)

Supaaa veteran~ =P

Utk Renungan~

Back!!!

ADAB MENDENGARKAN AZAN~

Coming soon~

COUNT DOWN~

ANJAKAN PARADIGMA- MENGENALI PASANGAN YG MISTERI (susah utk d fahami)~

-- ^^

yawn~

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Silent.. Samak