Pagi Hari Yg Kosong~

Bureng nya aku pg2 ani~ huhu.. Serious ly nada kn d buat.. ada plg, kroh~ kroh~ kroh~ haha!! Adang2 Zah tdur saja =P~ Well, aku a bit disappointed bnrnya.. Plan kn jln krg mlm, tetiba inda jadi where I hv to bawa Babu arah my cuzen sebab Abah arah cuzen ku yg lain~ toink!! Uhuh~ esuk th saja lagi masa ku yg ada nie utk ku bali brg skulah sebab Sabtu ptg nda jua ku dpt jln.. Sebab? Mcm biasa~ kraja ku kembali bersama ku... luking after my niece as Bapanya kraja udah balik.. Mlm sabtu, ada function rah cuzzie~ ari minggu apa th lagi.. that's the main day, sampai ke mlm...

Sometimes, I wonder knapa hidup ku cmane.. Nda mcm urg lain. It's a bit difficult for me kan jln2, nda semudah urg lain yg anytym buleh pigi k mana2 sesuka hati.. As for me? Aku mesti tnya dulu urg rumah whether or not I'll be free to go during the day.. Well, kdg2 I wud b the left one out among my friends, gara2 pyh kn bjln.. tym cuti especially... *sigh* Tapi, bila ku pikir2, hikmah d sbaliknya.. (biasalah~ utk menyamankn ati, aku mmg slalu memikirkan hikmah yg mungkin ada~ =D).. ada plg jua kebaikannya..One of them, I got the opportunity to train myself to be more responsible.. be responsible to the family, be responsible to myself, be responsible to the kids.. 2nd, I got the opprotunity to train myself on how to luk after kids, n feel how it actually feels to be a MOTHER (a lil' bit).. Huh~ Well, aku tau plg it might be a bit early for me utk rasakan smua ani, but hey~ it's good for me, though.. n yes, I admit.. mmg barat.. mmg pyh.. mmg tanggungjawab yg basar. Silap ckit, mcm2 buleh jadi.. Meaning? For an example, being not hygienic.. Wat I was trained before, before bagi mkn, walau bagi mkn pakai sudu, mesti cuci tgn.. If balik dari bjln, tukar baju dulu baru buleh pigang baby esp. yg alum smpai staun umurnya.. Bagi makan biar ckit2, jgn one spoon full.. n lots more~ huhu.. Well, I did see someone bagi mkn anak damit yg alum smpai staun umurnya, one spoon full wa~ bukan plg mamanya tu yg bagi mkn, it was the maid!! But still.. nada kah sense of "logistic" nya? Muat kh mulut anak damit yg alum basar, d masukkan bubur yg one spoon full?? Pebaik th ya bubur.. makanan yg licak... =) hmmm..... *thinking* apa lgi hikmah yg ada~~ huhu

Now I'm staring at my Semester 7 tym table (while sms-ing and msn-ing..hehe).. wohoho~ nampak MCM nda cbuk.. tapi~ atu alum lg masuk tutorials.. bygkan, 9 tutorials to be fitted in............. *imagining~* I wanna aim for high grades this semester, regardless of the buzy days I will be facing.. nda pernah2 nie 9 subs ah.. Challenge Zah~ =D “Ya Allah.. permudahkan la sgala pekerjaan ku d Semester 7 anie~”



Tym table ku yg padat sikit~