Tough but happy day~

Yesterday, again~~ we went to lepak2 d Empire... hehe are we misusing the place? naaa~~ I guess not =D Adee n I planned it a week ahead, n yesterday was the day.. n I asked my frens to join us too.. heh~ Somehow, dorg nda mau aku ikut2 dorg.. lerrr~~ so there were Adee n I lah saja, duduk2 dpn laut.. awwhh~ tenangnya.. N somehow, I noticed something wrong with Adee's facial expression... I realised it while we were otw to the Empire plg udah.. yet, he was indenial... ermm~ Finally, yes! He admitted it.. toinx! I thought so.. uh! SOmething bothered his mind.. something about the past.. God~ So I was having a tough time, answering all those questions.. Tho having tough times, I still ejoyed my day with him.. with them..(you know who YOU n YOU are =D ) Well anyway, I don't blame him in any way, I know~ I understand.. My fault.. but, a little from him..yet, majority dari aku jua.. gaaaaahhh!!! I know he was hurt.. BADLY!! n that leaves a SCAR to him..How I wish I can remove the scar.. but I can't =( I tried my best to fix everything back to normal. But yes, I AM still trying, tho at certain times.... I may not =D Okay~ That's not a gud one.. wil try~ I'm soooo sorry to hurt u, my dear.. I'll try to be the best that I can..... for YOU..

Tomorrow's my exam day, officially starting up to the very last day of the exam week... uwaaa~~ I'm a bit confident, tapi nervous jua ku.. erks? Confident kah namanya tu? hish! But, I'm afraid of this two papers named Complex Analysis n Real Analysis... HELP~~~~!! I know~ wat I shud do is to learn! heh~ everyone knows that..

I just realised two days before that despite of my iski-ness for the Walk-A-Hunt day.. I will actually be 'escaping' from my cuzy's wedding day!! ouch!! SOrry Abg Mali..... =( I didn't have the intention... tapi cmana jua, aku register udah..... hmmmpphhhh~~ I'm now standing nowhere..Some say I can just cari pengganti but I don't wana hurt my partner.. I don't wana leave her as I was the one yg bnr2 invite her to join me in at the first place.. huhu... Yet, at the same time I feel sorry for my mum.. She bought me this kain, n antarkn k kadai sebab mau baju kami sama..uwaa~~ I'm uncertain! Wat I can think of is..... I'll pay for that kain n the cost for the upah menjait on my own. That's wat I can think of for the time being..Anyone can come up with any alternatives?

SOmehow, I didn't have the mood to revise that much the whole day of today.. SOmething was bothering my mind.. Nothing to do with anyone, but it's just my problem.. I was trying to find someone whom I can express my feelings, to..I didn't wana disturb my best friends... Revising, for sure. In the end, I chose Adee... tho I was not supposed to.... Yet, he understands me.. =) Thx for being there.... LOVE U TO BITS!!