Marriage~

Marriage is a JOURNEY, not a DESTINATION...

I've heard that twice. The latest, just now.. Yes, I agree on that..My sister n I had this conversation, all about the life after marriage. Well, it'll not be the same as how we are during "hangat becinta".. owh! She shared her experience, n so a new knowledge for me. Though not the-very-new one, but still is useful.. Advance topic for me, I know~ =D But hey! it's good y'know~ I'm an adult.... *yakah?*

Life after marriage, not gonna be easy as we know.. esp. having the kids around. It really needs the fullest very very fullest cooperation n attention not only from us, the ladies i.e. the wife plus the mummy, but also the husband plus the daddy.. owh~ One side saja nda cooperate, abis laa~~~ As what Babu wud usually say, "Cuba kamu kawin, branak.. merasai tah kamu tu cmana rasanya..." Yes, Mum~ The sister has gone, infact is still going, through it.. TOUGH, she said... Next, wud be my turn =O Now, the sister is saying to me.... "Kawin ko, branak... merasai th ko tu.." errrmm~~~ ermm~~~ Ish! Takut plg ku jadinya *sigh* Help~~

Ppl around me keep on asking "Bila ko btunang?";"Bila ko kawin?"; "Lapas ani Hjh Mijah nie~~".. Adui~ my answer is.... I DON'T KNOW~ =/ I will, soon~ hahah =P I admit, I want! Hey, every normal ppl wants it.. really looking fwd to it.. Mengurangkan dusa jua. But......... ntah! Byk yg ku pikirkan.. lalaaalaaalaaa~~~ Basically, what I know is.... Babu mau aku kraja dulu. Well, yes! I want it too.. Aku sbuleh2 nya nda mau mnyusahkan my parents, financially of course! At least, I just wanna get engaged, bisai jua usulnya since Adee pun expose udah to my family members.. But I know what worries Abah the most... Once u r engaged, balah laki2 buleh request awal kawin... us? balah bini2 ani, nda jua dpt menulak if they really wants it....What if we are not ready yet?? I know, he said it based on other's experience. Now, Babu is worried of........ a too-early engagement might be risky.. She said to me once "Jgn th gagas2 kan btunang" As if saying that, getting engaged early nda bermaksud akan gerenti kawin.... Did I interpret it correctly?? No comment~ 50-50 =)

NO~!!

Whenever I see others, yg ada family udah... it's sweet y'know~ tapi..... bila tpikirkan all those dugaan n particularly the RESPONSIBILITESSSSSS... awwwhh~~ I don't think that I'm ready to hold them.. yes! Truthfully saying, I'm not ready enough..60-40 I wud say... 60 nda ready! heheheh Aku masih byk kekurangan.... which I actually need to improve... I will~ n I hope I can up to....... when the day comes. Harap2 masa atu mencukupi.. hehe *wink*

Doa ku.... Ya Allah, panjang kn umur ke dua Ibu Bapa ku.. Smpai kan th Abah sama Babu meliat dan menjadi saksi aku kawin... meliat dan menjadi saksi adi ku, Hj Ariez kawin..

Seriously, I've been thinking of these, always... Really~ aku dpt bygkn cmana rasanya urg lain yg kawin tnpa ibu... atau tnpa bapa... atau..... tnpa keduanya.... =/ *sob*

Okay~ I think, enough of these... got carried away~~~~

Finally...... One day, I wanna get married to AMZAH aka Adee =D

Hjh Ezah to Adee =D