Aku di duga~

Exam result had been released yesterday, finally.. But I'm not as happy as how I shud be. It was just terrible!! Terrible that I cudn't make it. Terrible that I made my parents feel sad. I was trying to calm myself down yesterday. But somehow, I'm not.. today. As I wud expect, Kaka wud know the bad news, eventually. N yes, she did! She came up,approached me n....... awh!! Dari sana tah air mata ane nda mau branti kn mengalir. ='( Yesterday, I had Adee with me, n so.... yeah, ok la ckit. Dpt jua control. Today~~ hmm.. It was a sad moment. Thank God that she understands me. Of course she knew how it feels. What I'm worried of now is, the parents. I've not seen them since early in the morning. I didn't talk to them. I didn't spend my time watching TV with them. I'm just... afraid to look at their sad face.. I can't bear it. So, what else did I do? Staying upstairs, trying to divert the emotions by revising. Yes!! Revising. That's all I need to do for now, to upgrade my Overall grade. It's a D+ so far. Isshh!! I hope that I can move it up to.. probably a C.

Supplementary exam dates have been out too, but not the time table, yet. So I can just assume, for now, that my exam will be on the 1st day, 14.1.09. So I have.....4 days from today. I've started it today n few days before, just need to have more practice... Do it Zah!!

I'm planning on going for my TP this semeser n won't delay it to next yr. So... there'll be a briefing for the science prog. on 14.1.09, 2-2.50pm, CLT 1.17. Hopefully that won't be the time for my exam. Pyh lg ku mikirkan krg cmana kn update info. *sigh*

As what I usually say to others, now I'm saying to myself.. "Apa2 yg jadi, mesti ada hikmahnya.."

Adee said.. "It's not the end of the world. It's good that you still can survive and move on"

Kaka said.. "It's not that worse. You'll only extend it to 1 yr. You'll still get your degree. Graduation is nothing. It's just the formality.. Be tough"

Nisa said.. "It's ok.. Nampak jua nnti hikmahnya tu. Lagipun, my best buddy is with me to face all this.."

She said this to herself but yet... I still can feel that it motivates me. We'll do it together Sa.. =)

Others gave me supporting sayings too.. Thank you people~ I love u to bits!!
Aku redha dgn dugaan mu Ya Allah...